I made my mind up. I did all the research, read all the resources, guides etc. I finally felt peace and a huge sense of relief knowing that I had finally found a fairly painless, reliable method that wouldn't inconvenience or traumatise others so much. I have had four past suicide attempts and didn't want another failure or another psych ward stay. Now I'm going to have to resort to other methods which are less likely to be successful and if they are, be extremely painful. I was limited for options to begin with.
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itsamadworld
i wanna die somewhere like up there
- Mar 15, 2020
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Sad_Autistic_boy_101
When I die, you'll love me.
- Nov 19, 2019
- 462
It's so annoying. I wish people could respect our wishes to CTB. It should be legal in all countries. I also can't get hold of SN at the moment. I'm gunna have to stick around for a while as i'm back on suicide watch which is rediculous! The only othet peaceful method from SN seems to be partial hanging.
Agree. In regards to your username, I am also autistic. People don't understand the hell we go through.Similar threads
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