My SN just came!!!!! Right as I was saying how it might come tomorrow. I am full of regret though because I wasn't quite expecting it and have had a lot of water and such.
I wish it hadn't taken so long to come, I ordered it six weeks ago and it's been so hard to keep everything together until then. I've felt so close to losing it every day, and knowing "just a little longer"is all that's helped. Now it is again, just a tiny bit more and all will be well.
I wish I could have spoken to people here or made some friends, everyone here is very kind and I'm glad to have seen you, even if we've not spoken. I worry I've kind of been only a bother.
But I'm so thankful this site exists, I can finally find the peace I've been searching for this whole life. I hope everyone here is doing okay, that you can be well and find what you need to. You all deserve so much better. But yes, thank you everyone!!
I finally have it!! I can finally go. I'll be alone on Tuesday or Thursday and'll do it then. Just a little longer now.
I wish it hadn't taken so long to come, I ordered it six weeks ago and it's been so hard to keep everything together until then. I've felt so close to losing it every day, and knowing "just a little longer"is all that's helped. Now it is again, just a tiny bit more and all will be well.
I wish I could have spoken to people here or made some friends, everyone here is very kind and I'm glad to have seen you, even if we've not spoken. I worry I've kind of been only a bother.
But I'm so thankful this site exists, I can finally find the peace I've been searching for this whole life. I hope everyone here is doing okay, that you can be well and find what you need to. You all deserve so much better. But yes, thank you everyone!!
I finally have it!! I can finally go. I'll be alone on Tuesday or Thursday and'll do it then. Just a little longer now.
