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sadpinky

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Jun 10, 2021
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Well, I hope now I can properly start documenting my journey to the bus stop and beyond. It's amazing how things just seem to… happen, my SN was scheduled to arrive on the 8th and arrived early today to my surprise. Not saying I'm upset about this at all but It just seems a bit coincidental to me. Call it psychosis or whatever but each day I'm more certain that this is what I want to do. And i don't know if it's just because I finally have it in my hands that I finally feel a bit of peace. ( obviously I still feel like dog shit)
my aim is to give as much detail as I can without compromising myself or our sources but just enough to make sure that we have another successful exit through SN documented.

so far I've received my SN from I.T/E.M with absolute efficiency and discretion. The shipping packaging was a white envelope with my address and name and below the shipping info it said it's contents but rather than listing "SN" it listed "Sodium salts" and the quantity. No caution labels or anything that I think would cause suspicion unless you fully read it and know what it is.
The actual packaging was clear and concise, it says exactly what it is, what it should be used for and by who as well as the dangers of consuming it and liability stuff.
It comes fully vacuum sealed and I don't intend on opening it for testing until I'm sure I'll be using it to avoid compromising the quality.
I'm beyond amazed at how quickly it got to my hands from the moment I ordered it.

I'll be posting further updates all the way till the end. Any advice or questions will be answered in a timely manner.
Thank you all.
 
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May 24, 2020
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I hope every thing go ahead peaceful for u
 
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Just wanting some peace
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I hope you find the peace you are looking for
 
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