winechateu
Freak
- Dec 4, 2020
- 33
wowwwww
my first ctb date was yesterday.
and im here right now.
i havent been feeling suicidal recently, i stopped taking my medication.
my SN is right next to me. it came! heh. i dont like looking at it but im happy i have it.
currently feel.. uneasy
im waltzing into a new future that is mysterious to me. im getting a job and dropping out of school for a bit to focus on my "mental health"... but
i cant stop thinking about one person.
i feel like a simp.
i wanna give them everything :,(
anyway.
i hope the world ends within. a few years... its ugly to be here
my first ctb date was yesterday.
and im here right now.
i havent been feeling suicidal recently, i stopped taking my medication.
my SN is right next to me. it came! heh. i dont like looking at it but im happy i have it.
currently feel.. uneasy
im waltzing into a new future that is mysterious to me. im getting a job and dropping out of school for a bit to focus on my "mental health"... but
i cant stop thinking about one person.
i feel like a simp.
i wanna give them everything :,(
anyway.
i hope the world ends within. a few years... its ugly to be here
