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d3ad

d3ad

Student
Mar 15, 2023
175
I finally received my SN today. I am feeling all sorts of emotions. I felt very excited when I went to fetch it. I finally held it in my hands and I felt a range of emotions. I felt scared, and overwhelmed a bit. I stored it away. When I feel ready, I will use it. I want to make sure I plan everything properly, first and not make any mistakes. It feels unreal, I have dreamt of this day for two years.
 
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3ngel

princess
Nov 26, 2024
63
Aww I'm glad you got your SN! Only use it if you're ready to go. And I wish you the best!! ^-^
 
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Zoro1029

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Mar 15, 2025
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Good luck! I remember seeing some of your posts seems you are going through a real rough time. Hope it works out for you.
 
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beeptad

Member
Apr 2, 2025
47
My SN came today as well. Experiencing a lot of emotions right now, also very hungover which makes everything feel weird.
 
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LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
642
You are lucky, my first order is stuck in customs for 3 months and the 2nd order just arrived in customs.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best in plans, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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d3ad

Student
Mar 15, 2023
175
Aww I'm glad you got your SN! Only use it if you're ready to go. And I wish you the best!! ^-^
Thank you so much!
Good luck! I remember seeing some of your posts seems you are going through a real rough time. Hope it works out for you.
Thank you so much! I also appreciate the fact that you noticed, it means a lot to me.
My SN came today as well. Experiencing a lot of emotions right now, also very hungover which makes everything feel weird.
I totally understand, we are in the same boat. Sending well wishes your way!
You are lucky, my first order is stuck in customs for 3 months and the 2nd order just arrived in customs.
I am really sorry to hear that. Did you try to find out what's taking so long?
I wish you the best in plans, I hope you find the relief you search for.
Thanks a lot!
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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I'm happy for you knowing your recent struggle acquiring it and kinda jealous of you. Hopefully it gives you something to push through a bit more, if not I hope everything goes well with it.
 
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d3ad

Student
Mar 15, 2023
175
I'm happy for you knowing your recent struggle acquiring it and kinda jealous of you. Hopefully it gives you something to push through a bit more, if not I hope everything goes well with it.
Thank you so much! I understand, that is how I felt these past two years too seeing others get theirs while I could not. I hope that everything will work out for you as well. Sending well wishes and peace your way!
 
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SmilingNoMore

SmilingNoMore

Warlock
Nov 25, 2024
758
Although it's sad in a way, I'm also happy for you, understanding how you feel. Just today I actually pictured ordering mine finally, and the thought made me so happy. All the best with your prep and planning. Sending hugs.
 

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