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inpainnosleep

inpainnosleep

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Apr 11, 2026
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You shouldn't be afraid to message if you already ordered and gave your info. From one person in a forum they said "I ordered through the express option, and it took 20 days to arrive after getting shipped, 25 days total". Also, yes no tracking is alarming because from what I've seen, most people get theirs in 48 hours.
Yah, I find that very odd. I saw that someone else had a conversation with him and said that he no longer ships in bulk because so many parcels are getting stuck in U*. I saw that he checked on our Convo over the weekend but it is very odd that I haven't gotten a tracking number yet.
 
Daisy88_99

Daisy88_99

Never Enough
Apr 22, 2026
62
he responded to me on Friday re my order as it has been moving through U* for 25 days. I am in US waiting. did you use express or regular? he is still working. the waiting is hard in all ways.
It didn't leave U* for 25 days?
 
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peacebenow

Member
Apr 26, 2026
56
It didn't leave U* for 25 days?
it still has not left according to tracking. It went into their postal system on April 11. the last update was 1 week ago and it was in western U* so it may be going to EU by ground transport to be able to fly to US but this is based on my obsessive research.
 
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sickofeverything

Specialist
Apr 17, 2026
351
Yeah i know :/ sadly i can't get meto since it's prescription only
Ok but be warned that no OTC meds beats metoclopramide as they function very differently.
you'd recommend 1000 mg calcium carbonate/antacid vs 500mg tablets where you'd need to take more than one?
 
Daisy88_99

Daisy88_99

Never Enough
Apr 22, 2026
62
Yah, I find that very odd. I saw that someone else had a conversation with him and said that he no longer ships in bulk because so many parcels are getting stuck in U*. I saw that he checked on our Convo over the weekend but it is very odd that I haven't gotten a tracking number yet.
Yeah, hopefully he responds back quick and with good news. I wonder why they are getting stuck in U* since I would think the problem would be customs in the destination country.
it still has not left according to tracking. It went into their postal system on April 11. the last update was 1 week ago and it was in western U* so it may be going to EU by ground transport to be able to fly to US but this is based on my obsessive research.
Yeah, idk how overseas tracking works but it looks like it's on its way. It might have left U* but just hasn't been processed anywhere else yet but that's just a guess. Cuz 25 days is a long time but not unheard of, please keep us updated if you want.
 
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peacebenow

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Apr 26, 2026
56
Yeah, hopefully he responds back quick and with good news. I wonder why they are getting stuck in U* since I would think the problem would be customs in the destination country.

Yeah, idk how overseas tracking works but it looks like it's on its way. It might have left U* but just hasn't been processed anywhere else yet but that's just a guess. Cuz 25 days is a long time but not unheard of, please keep us updated if you want.

Yeah, hopefully he responds back quick and with good news. I wonder why they are getting stuck in U* since I would think the problem would be customs in the destination country.

Yeah, idk how overseas tracking works but it looks like it's on its way. It might have left U* but just hasn't been processed anywhere else yet but that's just a guess. Cuz 25 days is a long time but not unheard of, please keep us updated if you want.
thanks so much. we connected on last Friday and he told me if it doesn't arrive within next 30 days he will send new one. I was thinking of just paying and ordering a new one express but he seems not to do express anymore per his updated site... And, I totally know express is not guaranteed to make a difference. ya, it is a really long time. I am now in a time crunch (won't be alone much longer) and my failing health is worsening each day. so I don't want to lose the ability to be able to use it. it is too stressful!
 
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Daisy88_99

Never Enough
Apr 22, 2026
62
Yeah i know :/ sadly i can't get meto since it's prescription only

you'd recommend 1000 mg calcium carbonate/antacid vs 500mg tablets where you'd need to take more than one?
Sorry, I can't recommend anti-acids as I have not done my proper research. However, I believe taking one that is less and you take multiple makes negligible difference than just taking a bigger one as long as you take the recommended dose, which idk yet what that is. As long as the anti-acid doesn't have bad drug interactions (which is rare) with your anti-emetic or any other drugs you take, you should be good.
 
iCryInMySecretSpot

iCryInMySecretSpot

Member
Apr 24, 2026
49
if i take sn and then regret it and go to the er, likelihood of recovering with no life long side effects? im worried my SI forces me to do this
 
iCryInMySecretSpot

iCryInMySecretSpot

Member
Apr 24, 2026
49
i just watched a few sn videos and im traumatized. it looks extremely painful and terrifying
 
iCryInMySecretSpot

iCryInMySecretSpot

Member
Apr 24, 2026
49
Can you share the thread you found these videos in, thanks.
 
Daisy88_99

Daisy88_99

Never Enough
Apr 22, 2026
62
i just watched a few sn videos and im traumatized. it looks extremely painful and terrifying
It's not painful if you follow the protocol. Most of the "terrifying" symptoms you see are after losing consciousness and the main concern is initial symptoms like racing heart, mild-moderate stomach pain, and mild headaches which can all be prevented or very much minimized if the protocol is followed and anti-emetics and sedatives are taken. Please read the PPeH on SN for the full information.
 
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iCryInMySecretSpot

Member
Apr 24, 2026
49
It's not painful if you follow the protocol. Most of the "terrifying" symptoms you see are after losing consciousness and the main concern is initial symptoms like racing heart, mild-moderate stomach pain, and mid headaches which can all be prevented or very much minimized if the protocol is followed and anti-emetics and sedatives are taken. Please read the PPeH on SN for the full information.
did you see the girl gagging nonstop, eyes tearful, etc? or the man convulsing while talking
 
Daisy88_99

Daisy88_99

Never Enough
Apr 22, 2026
62
did you see the girl gagging nonstop, eyes tearful, etc?
That's why the protocol needs to be followed. Please read the PPeH, the SN section. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pph-january-2025.194954/
did you see the girl gagging nonstop, eyes tearful, etc? or the man convulsing while talking
Also, everybody reacts differently and you can't base it on 1 video. That's like saying a gun to the head is painful because 1 guy survived. There are been many monitored cases of people taking SN and the majority of them are deemed peaceful.
 
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sickofeverything

Specialist
Apr 17, 2026
351
That's so interesting. They're discussing taking less than 25 g like only five or six if they don't have a benzo. The argument is, it would cause less irritation to the stomach so less discomfort and less chance of throwing up. Kind of want to try that, but I'm so scared it wouldn't work. Everyone says 25 g and I feel like it's for a reason.
 
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Daisy88_99

Never Enough
Apr 22, 2026
62
That's so interesting. They're discussing taking less than 25 g like only five or six if they don't have a benzo. The argument is, it would cause less irritation to the stomach so less discomfort and less chance of throwing up. Kind of want to try that, but I'm so scared it wouldn't work. Everyone says 25 g and I feel like it's for a reason.
That makes sense since the lethal dose for SN is pretty low but I think the reason why it's 25g everywhere is because you will lose conciseness much faster so everything has its tradeoff ig.
 

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