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miyabi

miyabi

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How likely are doctors going to be able to determine that it was intentional SN overdose if you survive?
 
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Zaphkiel

IDK
May 13, 2023
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Because you dont normally eat SN for breakfast, nor is it easily procurable.
It's like asking if the bullet you shot to your face was done for entairtainement purpose lol

The only thing that can happens in the way you want is that they dont find that it's SN (and so wont give you methylene blue)
 
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CarbonBased

The Nothing
Jun 18, 2026
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Because you dont normally eat SN for breakfast, nor is it easily procurable.
It's like asking if the bullet you shot to your face was done for entairtainement purpose lol

The only thing that can happens in the way you want is that they dont find that it's SN (and so wont give you methylene blue)
This made me chuckle, ngl. Maybe what they meant is whether the doctor can determine that it's SN overdose in the first place? If that's the case, then I'm guessing that they can, thought I'm not totally sure
 
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miyabi

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Dec 20, 2024
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Because you dont normally eat SN for breakfast, nor is it easily procurable.
It's like asking if the bullet you shot to your face was done for entairtainement purpose lol

The only thing that can happens in the way you want is that they dont find that it's SN (and so wont give you methylene blue)

So they're definitely aware it's a suicide attempt then right? They brought back with methylene blue. They haven't spoken to me yet since I've been awake. Any chance I can convince them it wasn't a suicide attempt?
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,558
So they're definitely aware it's a suicide attempt then right? They brought back with methylene blue. They haven't spoken to me yet since I've been awake. Any chance I can convince them it wasn't a suicide attempt?
I would check your local laws, but you are under no obligation to legally tell doctors anything you have done. If that is the case, you could absolutely just sit there and play dumb and claim to have no idea what happened or why you got sick. And you don't think you ingested anything dangerous.
 
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Jadeith

Warlock
Jan 14, 2025
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Any chance I can convince them it wasn't a suicide attempt?
Basically, no. As stated before, SN is not sth that normally sits in your drawer so you can take it by accident. And if they already used methylene blue then they know for a fact it was SN in your system. So for them either you were trying to off yourself or someone tried to poison you. Either way they will be suspicious af.
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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Just wondering, how likely is it that doctors would even realize it was intentional SN suicide in a place where no one ever dies of it and with zero cases on record as of June 2026, especially when the hospitals are so under-equipped?
 
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CarbonBased

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Jun 18, 2026
215
I would check your local laws, but you are under no obligation to legally tell doctors anything you have done. If that is the case, you could absolutely just sit there and play dumb and claim to have no idea what happened or why you got sick. And you don't think you ingested anything dangerous.
I second this. I think it might be a good idea to just play dumb. Even if they still figure it out, I doubt that you will be in more trouble for lying than you would be otherwise
 
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miyabi

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Because you dont normally eat SN for breakfast, nor is it easily procurable.
It's like asking if the bullet you shot to your face was done for entairtainement purpose lol

The only thing that can happens in the way you want is that they dont find that it's SN (and so wont give you methylene blue)
Basically, no. As stated before, SN is not sth that normally sits in your drawer so you can take it by accident. And if they already used methylene blue then they know for a fact it was SN in your system. So for them either you were trying to off yourself or someone tried to poison you. Either way they will be suspicious af.
Update, they are not aware it's SN induced. The condition that it caused was treated by methylene blue, but it can also be caused by other things. So if anyone else is wondering, per my own experience it does not guarantee you a trip to the psych ward.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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An SN attempt isn't an overdose… it isn't a medication, it's a poison.
 
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miyabi

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An SN attempt isn't an overdose… it isn't a medication, it's a poison.
true, however it seems in my experience they were unable to discern that I had consumed SN.
 
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Update, they are not aware it's SN induced. The condition that it caused was treated by methylene blue, but it can also be caused by other things. So if anyone else is wondering, per my own experience it does not guarantee you a trip to the psych ward.
So what did you end up doing? Did you just say that you don't know how this happened or did you come up with an excuse of some sort?
 
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miyabi

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Dec 20, 2024
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Well, for your sake i sincerely hope so. Otherwise you might face your freedom being taken away from you.
I'm fortunate that the previous posters were incorrect. They don't know, and I've retained my freedom.

So what did you end up doing? Did you just say that you don't know how this happened or did you come up with an excuse of some sort?

I simply told them I have no idea what caused it. I denied taking anything. They have no way of detecting SN - the condition that SN induces is most commonly chemical induced (stuff other than SN) but can also be genetics based. There hasn't been a single mention of SN from the doctors at all.
 
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nettspend

I imagine Icarus laughing as he falls
Jun 23, 2026
73
I'm fortunate that the previous posters were incorrect. They don't know, and I've retained my freedom.



I simply told them I have no idea what caused it. I denied taking anything. They have no way of detecting SN - the condition that SN induces is most commonly chemical induced (stuff other than SN) but can also be genetics based. There hasn't been a single mention of SN from the doctors at all.
Did they suggest any follow up?
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,487
Ok, but this was from taking small doses, correct? I just want know as much as possible before I take it.
 
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thekop85

Sorry I'm not good at English.
Jul 3, 2026
64
그래도 그들이 눈치채지 못해서 다행이야.
부디 안전하시길 바랍니다.
 
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BurntToCinders

From a Bad Place, Somewhere in the Past
Jul 2, 2026
19
I'm fortunate that the previous posters were incorrect. They don't know, and I've retained my freedom.



I simply told them I have no idea what caused it. I denied taking anything. They have no way of detecting SN - the condition that SN induces is most commonly chemical induced (stuff other than SN) but can also be genetics based. There hasn't been a single mention of SN from the doctors at all.
I'm pretty late to the punch, but glad to hear you're still scot-free. I'd have said something about accidentally ingesting it while attempting to cure meats if they did pop positive on knowing it was SN. But since they're none the wiser, it could have been any number of mysterious things that they'll be none the wiser to. After a run of tests I'd be surprised if they kept up with you. I'd expect them to just shrug and go "Well, you lived. Don't do what you were doing."
 
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miyabi

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Dec 20, 2024
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Ok, but this was from taking small doses, correct? I just want know as much as possible before I take it.
If they were able to detect 25g they would be able to detect 5g, it's not like it's a trace amount. You can't test for SN, only for methemoglobinemia which can be induced by any number of things either intentionally (overdosing on certain drugs) or unintentionally through toxin exposure or genetics.
I'm pretty late to the punch, but glad to hear you're still scot-free. I'd have said something about accidentally ingesting it while attempting to cure meats if they did pop positive on knowing it was SN. But since they're none the wiser, it could have been any number of mysterious things that they'll be none the wiser to. After a run of tests I'd be surprised if they kept up with you. I'd expect them to just shrug and go "Well, you lived. Don't do what you were doing."

Thanks. I self-discharged a while ago. They 100% cannot test for SN - the primary cause of metheglobinemia (which SN induces) is nitrite based chemsex drugs like poppers where people accidentally overdose, which they also can't test for. Ultimately unless you're found with the container next to you or disclose it they have no way of knowing. I guess if you had been openly suicidal a week prior and it was on your record that would also make them suspicious, but they still wouldn't be able to prove it.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,487
If they were able to detect 25g they would be able to detect 5g, it's not like it's a trace amount. You can't test for SN, only for methemoglobinemia which can be induced by any number of things either intentionally (overdosing on certain drugs) or unintentionally through toxin exposure or genetics.


Thanks. I self-discharged a while ago. They 100% cannot test for SN - the primary cause of metheglobinemia (which SN induces) is nitrite based chemsex drugs like poppers where people accidentally overdose, which they also can't test for. Ultimately unless you're found with the container next to you or disclose it they have no way of knowing. I guess if you had been openly suicidal a week prior and it was on your record that would also make them suspicious, but they still wouldn't be able to prove it.
Not talking about testing it.
 

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