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Since you didn't take an AE, you may want to have backup cups of SN and water ready in the event you end up vomiting. 
There are many of us who will be here to talk through things with you if you decide that will help you in either direction.
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Just rolled over and didn't even mix the Sn. I even set an alarm the night before to wake up after fasting and do it. Still didn't.
It's not an easy decision to make. Many of us have been in your shoes and not been able to go through with it. It really takes a lot of guts and being in exceptional pain and agony to CTB.
There's always another tomorrow. You can't force it.
