Sn arrived

[Lalari!!]

Hey guys,

My sn arrived the day I went out of the psych ward, perhaps it's a sign that I really should do it. I've been planning it for a long long time and everything seems to have been aligned in my favor. I've made my decision and I really hope I'll finally be free from all the pain and not go to hell.
A guy destroyed my whole life and I can't rebuild it no matter how much i tried .
I will probably be posting again when I'll prepare everything, i also need to figure out if I'll ctb at home or in the woods, but if I go out at night they are going to hear on the first floor that someone opened the door so yeah I'm still trying to figure out where I could potentially ctb without causing any trouble.

LaLaRii x

 

[JakeFlake]

I'm happy for you! I felt really really happy when my N arrived too. Cheers.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I can imagine that it must be a relief having a way to exit this world at a time of your own choosing. I wish you the best in whatever happens, I hope you find freedom from pain.

 

[HappinessEmbodied]

I hope you find peace, the world is dark. A guy ruined my life too, so you're not isolated on that front. Shit happens, our life is ours though.

 

[Judy Garland]

Glad you have your way out :-) I hope having your SN makes you feel better.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Best of luck with whatever you do. I hope you find the peace that you seek :)

 

[TheCrowCalls]

Was your SN from IC?