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DeutscheKartoffel

DeutscheKartoffel

Reclaiming my human rights & liberty thru suicide.
Dec 12, 2021
361
Maybe you are not meant to die
 
MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
I think that means it's only 0.6% SN?
Where was it purchased from?

 
Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
826
Yup, I just looked it up BonneBouffe is on the Jungle site of UK. It's the wrong kind :-( So sorry you've had this experience. How horrific it is to wake up after having the courage to ctb. Are you from the UK? There's a few people who are and managed to get some. Search the threads. you'll see the posts. Good luck.
 
Wantogonow

Wantogonow

Member
Apr 18, 2022
24
Yup, I just looked it up BonneBouffe is on the Jungle site of UK. It's the wrong kind :-( So sorry you've had this experience. How horrific it is to wake up after having the courage to ctb. Are you from the UK? There's a few people who are and managed to get some. Search the threads. you'll see the posts. Good luck.
Ya from UK
 
Wantogonow

Wantogonow

Member
Apr 18, 2022
24
Yup, I just looked it up BonneBouffe is on the Jungle site of UK. It's the wrong kind :-( So sorry you've had this experience. How horrific it is to wake up after having the courage to ctb. Are you from the UK? There's a few people who are and managed to get some. Search the threads. you'll see the posts. Good luck.
Ok not sure if I can do PM yet but I see IC is a UK source would appreciate help to get the right stuff. I really need to ctb I'm so tired of this place thank you
 
wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
Ok this seems to be happening to a few people because most curing salts that are offered for purchase on the jungle site only contain 0.6% of Nitrite.

For this method to result in CTB it is necessary to find SN with a 95% or higher purity. Meaning 100g of product contain 95 g SN and 5g "other additives".

Curing salt with 0.6% nitrite means you have 0.6g SN mixed with 99.4g of "other" stuff. Mostly simple household salt.

So, if you used 20g of curing salt it would have contained less than 0.15g of SN.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,880
I think I would personally find it comforting if I had SN. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point, I am also tired. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.
Yes--When I finally got my Nitrogen tank, I found it quite comforting also
 
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lonelyflyinginsect

Member
Mar 23, 2022
34
Oh gosh, that's a terrible way to wake up. I feel sorry for you man.

Hopefully soon I'll have the courage to do what you did, ofcourse with right salt though. I don't think that mentally I'd be able to handle such a mistake myself.
 

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