SN arrived.

[Chisel]

My SN arrived today.
Won't get chance to test it for a bit and need to start obtaining my other bits.
But just knowing it's arrived has me feeling like I finally have an out.
Just hoping it's legit now. It's from IC so will report back for others looking to, or have purchased from them.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand it must be a relief having a way to exit this world. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[Lone_Gray_Wolf]

Must be relieving.

Best of luck on whatever your course of action is.

 

[Chisel]

It's bitter sweet if I'm honest.
I think I fall into same slot as many others I've seen post.
In that I don't want to go, but my hand is forced, as carrying on is just too painful. I wish I could change me, change things but I can't.
It's just not in me anymore. Life beat all the fight out of me.
I don't want to struggle on, be alone, be pitied or judged.
So although I have my SN Its a bitter sweet feeling indeed.
I deserved a better chance at life.

 

[Beeper]

It's bitter sweet if I'm honest.
I think I fall into same slot as many others I've seen post.
In that I don't want to go, but my hand is forced, as carrying on is just too painful. I wish I could change me, change things but I can't.
It's just not in me anymore. Life beat all the fight out of me.
I don't want to struggle on, be alone, be pitied or judged.
So although I have my SN Its a bitter sweet feeling indeed.
I deserved a better chance at life.

I'm at the same point.

The bittersweet moment of securing the means to an end. The end of a life defined by challenges that most people will never fully understand.

It is comforting to know that we are not alone with our struggles. For that I am grateful.

 

[deathgripsme]

Mine comes in 8-14 days I can't wait to have comfort knowing its there

 

[Butterflyskull]

What is SN?

 

[Hopelessness2022]

What is SN?

Sodium nitrite

 

[Snake of Eden]

I'm at the same point.

The bittersweet moment of securing the means to an end. The end of a life defined by challenges that most people will never fully understand.

It is comforting to know that we are not alone with our struggles. For that I am grateful.

Same here. I really dont want to die either but I am faced with dead end situation that I cant get myself out of. I already secured my method but my problem lies in that I am not rushed into ctb which is why I am not motivated yet to do it but Im building up towards it

 

[Butterflyskull]

Sodium nitrite

Does it work?

 

[Hopelessness2022]

Does it work?

Not sure. Haven't tried it yet

 

[Atraxa]

Congrats. I've given up with SN as don't know this magic site that can get it to the UK

 

[Butterflyskull]

Does it work?

I was looking

Not sure. Haven't tried it yet

I was looking at potassium cyanide but theres so many variations I cant figure out whats right to get
What is SN supposed to do?

Sorry for all the questions

 

[Hopelessness2022]

I was looking

I was looking at potassium cyanide but theres so many variations I cant figure out whats right to get
What is SN supposed to do?

Sorry for all the questions

I'm not sure exactly what it does