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HowSoonIsNow

HowSoonIsNow

" Oh, She was a victim of sweet suicide"
Feb 2, 2020
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I have it on my hands right now, such a weird feeling. Everything feels so "real" in this exact moment, I'm not doing it today cuz I need to wait for my last payment to book a hotel room,but the feeling of having this "power" is so....weird
Should I do the blood test?
 
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Aug 18, 2020
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It is a strange feeling. I have my SN sitting here and knowing I can go anytime I want is both terrifying and liberating at the same time. I think I might go the hotel room route seems like the safest bet.
 
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Smiths - awesome.
 
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