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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

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Jul 7, 2021
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Just minor for other people things make me trip over the edge, my meds stopped working and Idk If I want to make it to christmast. I am so tired of it all. Truth is that outside of my bubble I am just incel people do not like that much. I am weird kid with aspergers and I should for my own good kill myself.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Small things also make me feel much worse, everything just causes me stress. It is horrible being alive. I understand it is hard to carry on when you are tired of everything. I wish you the best, whatever happens.
 
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forgotten15

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Aug 24, 2021
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I am weird kid with aspergers and I should for my own good kill myself.
Please don't say that…You are not weird, it's just this horrible worlds' fault we feel this way. You shouldn't beat yourself up for the way you are. I hope you find some tranquility, i wish you all the best.
 
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Sanva

Sanva

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Dec 10, 2021
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I'm sorry you're going through this. I wish people were more accomodating to autistic people. I've always been isolated and "weird" because I'm autistic.
 
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healthrecovery

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Sep 25, 2021
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You did notice how fucking weird the majority of people actually are right?
 
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fox_wannabe

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Jul 7, 2021
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You did notice how fucking weird the majority of people actually are right?
It is just I do not have any friends, my father used to ask me all the time If i had friends or not. Because he supposedly has many. It really hurts me that I am so lonely.
I'm sorry you're going through this. I wish people were more accomodating to autistic people. I've always been isolated and "weird" because I'm autistic.
Yeah, i am social outcast almost wherever I go. It is small hell, I do not know if people want to hurt me or just joke around. I used to be victim of bullying of many people, I am still bit in denial about this, I do have cPTSD after so many years of violence and fear in my school. Nowhere to hide, I was scared about my life many times.
Small things also make me feel much worse, everything just causes me stress. It is horrible being alive. I understand it is hard to carry on when you are tired of everything. I wish you the best, whatever happens.
fuck life, I just tried to ctb but cannot, I guess suicide is not for me. I will have to wait for ww3 or meteorite to kill me, SI is such bs.
Please don't say that…You are not weird, it's just this horrible worlds' fault we feel this way. You shouldn't beat yourself up for the way you are. I hope you find some tranquility, i wish you all the best.
Thank you, really appreciate your comment
 
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