Slippery slope of darkness

[Cunanan77]

I love animals, people i've come to hate to the point were human life is meaningless to me, i hate humanity.

I've always had dark interests but because of troubles with people and my condition, i've been watching a lot of gore to make myself devalue humanity even more.
To numb myself, i don't want to be afraid anymore, i want to be feared, i've had interest in serial killers and such, i've been through abuse to this day.
I'm not a psychopath, but the lives of certain serial killers are very much like mine, i wish i was a psychopathic killer so i could finally rid myself of fear and loss of control.

To those familiar with true crime know about the iceman kuklinski, he was beaten bullied abused, until one day he took control, he struck back and broke the cycle of abuse. He was in his words, IN CONTROL, he knew that in this life, simply "wanting to be left alone" doesn't cut it, you need to control what controls you.

I highly recommend this documentary

>the movie adaptation isn't very good tbh lmao. good acting though....

 

[eve2004]

I love animals, people i've come to hate to the point were human life is meaningless to me, i hate humanity.

I've always had dark interests but because of troubles with people and my condition, i've been watching a lot of gore to make myself devalue humanity even more.
To numb myself, i don't want to be afraid anymore, i want to be feared, i've had interest in serial killers and such, i've been through abuse to this day.
I'm not a psychopath, but the lives of certain serial killers are very much like mine, i wish i was a psychopathic killer so i could finally rid myself of fear and loss of control.

To those familiar with true crime know about the iceman kuklinski, he was beaten bullied abused, until one day he took control, he struck back and broke the cycle of abuse. He was in his words, IN CONTROL, he knew that in this life, simply "wanting to be left alone" doesn't cut it, you need to control what controls you.

I highly recommend this documentary

>the movie adaptation isn't very good tbh lmao. good acting though....

I saw this on Prime Video I think. There was an interview with a psychiatrist and K seemed to really be open to exploring how he became this way. I can't remember if I watched it all or not, I was feeling incredibly impulsive at the time and fighting the urge to CTB.

 

[Cunanan77]

I saw this on Prime Video I think. There was an interview with a psychiatrist and K seemed to really be open to exploring how he became this way. I can't remember if I watched it all or not, I was feeling incredibly impulsive at the time and fighting the urge to CTB.

yes the interview with forensic psychiatrist Park Dietz https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0875695/