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hopelessdreams

hopelessdreams

life and its opposite
Mar 1, 2022
176
I've been reading some threads about different methods, and I don't know if this has been discussed yet or not, but do you guys think this method will be reliable? im thinking about taking sleep meds, the ones you can buy over the counter. I'll be at a lake at night, where no one will be around. Im thinking I will tie weights to my ankles and put some weight in a backpack and secure that with doc tape. then once I feel myself getting sleepy ill get in the water. im hoping the meds will make me less aware of what's happening and make it easier? I don't know about consuming alcohol. I've never had a drop of it. Anyone have advice?
 
WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
I think that your SI will wake you up and you'll "fight to survive" out of instinct, but do not quote me on that.
 
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hopelessdreams

hopelessdreams

life and its opposite
Mar 1, 2022
176
I think that your SI will wake you up and you'll "fight to survive" out of instinct, but do not quote me on that.
so the meds won't do anything then, you got a point there. the weights are there so that my SI won't be able to do anything.
 
hopelessdreams

hopelessdreams

life and its opposite
Mar 1, 2022
176
I'm not 100% sure, I just know that SI is a bitch to push through.
tell me about it. I tried the night night method and failed miserably due to SI. I got kicked out by my dad and my stepmother threw all my clothes and valuable stuff away. im stuck at my mother now. more miserable then ever. I think this will be the best method with the weights because I won't be able to do anything about it once im in the water...
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
tell me about it. I tried the night night method and failed miserably due to SI. I got kicked out by my dad and my stepmother threw all my clothes and valuable stuff away. im stuck at my mother now. more miserable then ever. I think this will be the best method with the weights because I won't be able to do anything about it once im in the water...
You got kicked out by them for the suicide attempt? If so, that seems very counterproductive of them.
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
Drowning is terrible way to go and SI is going to kick in. I wish you peace in whatever you do.
 
Lullaby

Lullaby

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Mar 9, 2022
691
Someone made a similar thread last week, maybe it could help a bit. They were thinking the same, with the weights and everything. It sounds a little scary. I would try getting something really strong to help induce sleep.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/successfully-drowning-on-the-1st-try-thoughts.89319/
 
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hopelessdreams

hopelessdreams

life and its opposite
Mar 1, 2022
176
Someone made a similar thread last week, maybe it could help a bit. They were thinking the same, with the weights and everything. It sounds a little scary. I would try getting something really strong to help induce sleep.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/successfully-drowning-on-the-1st-try-thoughts.89319/
thankyou, will read this!
 
hopelessdreams

hopelessdreams

life and its opposite
Mar 1, 2022
176
Drowning is terrible way to go and SI is going to kick in. I wish you peace in whatever you do.
i honestly don't have another option. i failed partial, i have no money nor time for sn/n and have no heavy meds :(
 
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yeh it's all gucci

yeh it's all gucci

I only care about cats eating corn on the cob.
Mar 4, 2022
171
Idk, I tried sleeping pills when I stopped being a stoner and couldn't get to sleep anymore but I felt like it still took ages to get to sleep.
I don't think there would be any sleeping pill over the counter that could knock me out enough that I could sleep through drowning.
 
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gottablast888

gottablast888

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Apr 15, 2022
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the sleeping medications over the counter arent strong enough to do that i dont even think the prescribed stuff can either
 

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