Sinking lower and lower ...

[Lostnotfound]

I can feel it building up in me, like I'm about to burst. That will be the moment!

I dont even know why I am writing how I feel on here ... seems I just get blasted every time I say anything. Just holding on for tomorrow when the decision will be made whether I ctb here or in another location and then I have to go

 

[Anon2662]

I'm sorry you feel like this! I feel exactly like you described.. like im about to burst. It's almost like I can feel it bubbling under my skin waiting to explode..and then i get periods of pure numbness.. it's really weird. I'm sorry you feel you get blasted when you say something.. I've felt like that before on here once or twice and it isn't nice, but don't let that stop you from posting! I've persevered and have found some really cool people to chat to who have even managed to make me laugh when I thought that was impossible. If you ever need to chat I'm here and you can always PM me of you like :)

 

[s1mplem3]

Please don't give up, I'm here with you.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

the sensation inside is horrid, I am back in that place, trying to hold it all together when in reality underneath its a ticking time bomb,
As for positing on here, you have this thread now, you have some of us offering support, use it, talk to us,

 

[PrettyMoose]

"I'm feeling that I'm sober
Even though I'm drinking
I can't get any lower
Still I feel I'm sinking"
Soundgarden - Outshined

 

[Lostnotfound]

I'm in a very bad way ... I was planning on hanging on til tomorrow at least due to the hotel / caravan decision and because I had possibly found partners but I dont know if I can hang on that long