Since horrible depression and failing at everything in my life, my gf is poly and she likes fucking other ppl

[enoughofthissh1t]

Im not blaming her at all for anything but this sucks I feel like our relationship isnt what I thought it was and Im gonna have to leave my partner of 3 years with whom I thought Id build a life with and grow old with bc she'll never be happy with me and Ill be miserable the entire time. Im left completely alone again with no luck left in the world that could have someone like her look twice at me again. We had a threesome and it was fun but it was depressing how bad I am at sex and how he made her feel in just one night while I couldnt in three years. Im so goddamn pathetic. Im bad at everythibg LITERALLY. I have no future and Im just procrastinating in ending it all like I do everything else.

 

[LittleMagician]

Im not blaming her at all for anything but this sucks I feel like our relationship isnt what I thought it was and Im gonna have to leave my partner of 3 years with whom I thought Id build a life with and grow old with bc she'll never be happy with me and Ill be miserable the entire time. Im left completely alone again with no luck left in the world that could have someone like her look twice at me again. We had a threesome and it was fun but it was depressing how bad I am at sex and how he made her feel in just one night while I couldnt in three years. Im so goddamn pathetic. Im bad at everythibg LITERALLY. I have no future and Im just procrastinating in ending it all like I do everything else.

My condolences buddy :( ♡

 

[Haematemesis]

first, you are not miserable just because of these and won't be miserable if you heal

you've had an experience, an unpleasant one and this does NOT define who you are

leaving your gf will be hard but you can find someone better

i hope it gets better for you

 

[enoughofthissh1t]

first, you are not miserable just because of these and won't be miserable if you heal

you've had an experience, an unpleasant one and this does NOT define who you are

leaving your gf will be hard but you can find someone better

i hope it gets better for you

Its kind of the cherry on top of the rest of my life but ik youre right rlly I just dont want to and I already dont want to live. I had someone to be by my side through all the shit and now I have to go through it alone. I know in reality I wont be able to kms, at least not now. I came to this site for motivation but rlly my life itself has been doing the work and I know not long from now Ill snap I just hope I get the guts to end it.