Venting Sick of people 'trying to help'

[Brokenanddeadinside]

What makes him think that?

because I loved my grandmother before all this happened she was always in my life and we were living with her for 6 or 7 years. After all this happened he could see my personality change and everything.

 

[Anarchy]

Ah, an easy assumption to make, then, but still...you'd think that her leaving you out of the will and such would make him doubt this.

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

Ah, an easy assumption to make, then, but still...you'd think that her leaving you out of the will and such would make him doubt this.

its not really the will its more getting thrown out like we were. although when I got the will i punched a hole in my wall more so because the guy that got me thrown out got shit. When I was her only real family.

 

[Brokenanddeadinside]

but its whatever I rather not think of my past just brings anger.

 

[Anarchy]

Yeah, I try to avoid thinking of the past too; it just puts me in a mood where it's more difficult to feel good about killing myself.

 

[Deleted member 847]

There is a way to troll people who are "trying to help". Talk to them, about your problems. If for example one of of your reason to commit suicide is suffering from a particular mental illness ask them if they can give you money for therapy and other questions of that sort. That should put them in the corner and show them that they don't really care, they're just playing being the hero.

 

[Anarchy]

Where I live, we have free healthcare so they don't have to pay for therapy, and they would take me to any treatment; they try to get me to go therapy a lot. Therapy doesn't help me - I don't like mental health professionals and it all seems wrong to me. It always makes me feel worse.
I don't go to therapy or take meds because it just makes me more suicidal, so they say that I don't help myself.
One of my main problems is isolation. I'm practically mute and I'm almost always ignored. I've only ever had two friends. But my parents make out that I'll make friends in college and that I'm just being too negative.
I've tried reasoning before with them many times, but they just get defensive or offensive. They never think that anything they do is wrong. They always claim to care even though they argue with almost anything I say, and just generally make me feel uncomfortable.