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Boardinboy101

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Dec 28, 2025
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I dont know how to get over my SI when taking SN. I've tried 3 times now with my SN protocol and when it comes time to drink it I just give up and flush it down the toilet. I ran out of benzos so now all I have is the SN and meto and I only have enough SN for one more attempt. I'm thinking I should just try to buy a shotgun from the state next to me because private sales don't require a background check and I can't pass one (been to a mental hospital).
 
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Boardinboy101

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Dec 28, 2025
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I just keep thinking about the 12 to 20 minutes it takes to go unconscious. It's so scary.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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I kinda feel the same way. Is inert gas out of the question?
 

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