I poured out my N into a glass with full intentions of ctb tonight. And I couldn't bring myself to do it. I just couldn't fucking put the cup to my mouth. Now it's wasted and I feel like I've lost my only way out (plus 700 bucks which I don't have). I'll never be able to get N again and I'm devastated. I'm too cowardly to die. Fuck my life.
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Arcanist
- Oct 26, 2018
- 459
you may had a true feeling when you decided to not drink it . there may be still some hope that your life get better .
TakeYourHappyPills
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- Nov 26, 2019
- 57
I'm sorry that you feel that way ): maybe give it some time. Sounds like you're not entirely ready to leave yet. Hope everything works out for you (:Last edited:Similar threads
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