Should I give up hope on SN?

[3FailedAttemptss]

I'll be out of the psychward January/February, do you all honesty think I have a shot at getting my hands on SN? (I live in Scandinavia). Or should I look into other methods? All I want is a SN end to my life but reading SaSu is so discouraging with regards to SN availability— it pushes me towards much more uncomfortable methods.

I just need a realistic perspective on this.

 

[Jisatsu]

Realistically... other options .
Sn is a great method but being that you've been caught with it so many times I believe you should reevaluate methods and find one that best suits your situation.

 

[dorko]

do you think a trip to poland would be possible for you after you get out?
i think thats one of a few ways to go

 

[3FailedAttemptss]

Realistically... other options .
Sn is a great method but being that you've been caught with it so many times I believe you should reevaluate methods and find one that best suits your situation.

That scares me, because the only options I have are being decapitated by a train and partial suspension hanging, which I kind of feel like is a non-method for me. I've tried it like a dozen times and it doesn't work. I just want something peaceful. I just wish I could just fucking lie in my bed and drink sodium nitrite. So there's no methods that suits me best. Everything sucks, but I just want to die.

 

[39hatsune]

do you think a trip to poland would be possible for you after you get out?
i think thats one of a few ways to go

is it really accessible there ? my family is from there and we visit sometimes, i live in the uk

 

[ipmanwc0]

more uncomfortable? I feel like SN is low in availability and high in pain. i don't recommend it to anyone. just do monoxide or inert gas

 

[lucycelestia]

There are ways to get SN, even in as restrictive a place as Scandinavia. I am currently testing a vendor, I'll make sure to reply here if found to be successful. Other people here also have vendors, you can ask in the SN megathread.

 

[fyer]

is it really accessible there ? my family is from there and we visit sometimes, i live in the uk

Yes, it surely is. i have acquired it totally legally without a single question

 

[39hatsune]

Yes, it surely is. i have acquired it totally legally without a single question

thank you!