Should I call the police before I jump? I don't want an innocent bystander to find me, I don't exactly want to do it at night though. But I know I'll be up on the roof for a good 20 minutes preparing before I jump so the police might get there before I jump or I might attract unwanted attention.
Well I know the way I see it can be a bit twisted, but I think it's better to traumatize others with your suicide. I think it's important that we send an actual message to people instead of being just numbers in statistics no one gives a fuck about. No one cares about people committing suicide until it becomes personal.
Would you jump off a building and traumatize people if you were given more peaceful options to do it? Yeah. Though I do understand your reasoning.
The fact there are as many suicides daily as there are in the world tells something is very seriously fucked up in our society. If everyone committed their suicide in a very public and violent manner, things would
surely change. It's just how I see it even though it may be malevolent. People just don't care otherwise.
Edit: Also, how is it better to traumatize a police instead of a random person?