Help should i buy SN when i can?

[ilovecats1]

i used to see a lot more listings a few years ago but now only one seller sells it in two platforms here. we do not have international shipping so if these listing go down i cant really buy from anywhere. my main concern is its only sold in 1kgs and i dont know if i can hide it because i do not have much privacy where i live right now. i can order to my old roommate on another city but i dont know if its a good idea since i think she might ask what it is and why i want it to stay there and why i dont want her to open the package.

 

[meowpuppy]

if you don't have antiemetics or beta blockers or benzos or any of the other things that are recommended, why get sn?

 

[ilovecats1]

if you don't have antiemetics or beta blockers or benzos or any of the other things that are recommended, why get sn?

antiemetics are very easy to get here and as much as ive read beta blockers arent really recommended anymore and idk about benzos but i dont think its necesarry also

 

[meowpuppy]

antiemetics are very easy to get here and as much as ive read beta blockers arent really recommended anymore and idk about benzos but i dont think its necesarry also

i just don't see a reason for you to have sn without having the other materials. it's like buying a gun without ammo for a gsw suicide. it just doesn't make sense to me, and you talk about how hard it would be to hide, so surely the less amount of time you have it, the better.. also, iirc, you aren't planning to kill yourself soon, so why buy the sn? do you think you won't be able to buy it later? i'm sorry i'm just really confused

 

[ilovecats1]

i just don't see a reason for you to have sn without having the other materials. it's like buying a gun without ammo for a gsw suicide. it just doesn't make sense to me, and you talk about how hard it would be to hide, so surely the less amount of time you have it, the better.. also, iirc, you aren't planning to kill yourself soon, so why buy the sn? do you think you won't be able to buy it later? i'm sorry i'm just really confused

yes im scared i will lose access like how most people in the west cannot buy it anymore. the other materials are very easy to get and i just want to be prepared. im thinking of following the 48 hour regimen on stans guide and its just antacid some painkillers and antiemetics which all three are just otc and very cheap here.

 

[meowpuppy]

yes im scared i will lose access like how most people in the west cannot buy it anymore. the other materials are very easy to get and i just want to be prepared. im thinking of following the 48 hour regimen on stans guide and its just antacid some painkillers and antiemetics which all three are just otc and very cheap here.

i don't know, it seems like a tough situation, i'm sorry.. do you think you could find a way to dispose of, like, 90% of the sn, and then it'd be easier to hide?

 

[ilovecats1]

i don't know, it seems like a tough situation, i'm sorry.. do you think you could find a way to dispose of, like, 90% of the sn, and then it'd be easier to hide?

yeah thats a good idea honestly i never thought about. i should look up how to properly dispose of it.

 

[Aknu132]

I would buy it; there's a good chance it will be banned in the future. The key is to store it correctly, as it deteriorates over time. It's essential that it's well protected so that when you want to use it in the future, it's still pure enough.

 

[meowpuppy]

yeah thats a good idea honestly i never thought about. i should look up how to properly dispose of it.

yeah idrk what you're supposed to do if you don't have a chemical waste disposal service near you.. if you find anything you think is useful can you tell me im also interested but it doesn't seem super well documented

 

[ilovecats1]

I would buy it; there's a good chance it will be banned in the future. The key is to store it correctly, as it deteriorates over time. It's essential that it's well protected so that when you want to use it in the future, it's still pure enough.

it comes in a plastic jar that i think is air sealed. i wonder how i can store like 100 grams of it properly so it wont lose its purity without the huge jar.

yeah idrk what you're supposed to do if you don't have a chemical waste disposal service near you.. if you find anything you think is useful can you tell me im also interested but it doesn't seem super well documented

okii i will try to find some info on how its handled here and i will tell you if i learn

 

[ilovecats1]

yeah idrk what you're supposed to do if you don't have a chemical waste disposal service near you.. if you find anything you think is useful can you tell me im also interested but it doesn't seem super well documented

yeah other than chemical waste disposal services you can neutralize it with some acids and a lot of water but a kilogram is a lot to neutralize. my only option is keeping the entire kilogram and i think i can hide it in my old pc nobody would look in that. i dont want to wait really because other than SN i could do partial suspension but SN seems more peaceful and the way i want from what ive read/seen. im undecided but i think i know myself and i just wait in situations like these because even thinking about it is stressful >.<

 

[meowpuppy]

yeah other than chemical waste disposal services you can neutralize it with some acids and a lot of water but a kilogram is a lot to neutralize. my only option is keeping the entire kilogram and i think i can hide it in my old pc nobody would look in that. i dont want to wait really because other than SN i could do partial suspension but SN seems more peaceful and the way i want from what ive read/seen. im undecided but i think i know myself and i just wait in situations like these because even thinking about it is stressful >.<

oh my gosh im gonna do partial hanging too!! wish me luck but i won't do it for a while

anyways i think your plan is unfortunately the best you're gonna get :(

 

[ilovecats1]

oh my gosh im gonna do partial hanging too!! wish me luck but i won't do it for a while

anyways i think your plan is unfortunately the best you're gonna get :(

i hope it goes the way you want it to <3 i also have a while before deciding on going through with it

wishing you luck but it will still be sad to see you go...(hypocritical of me ik)