restingplace
Aspiring corpse
- Mar 7, 2024
- 138
I know I keep posting about how boring yet mental life is right now but it's driving me mad. I don't know what to do with my life and frankly I don't want to do anything it. I wanted to become a musician or artist or psychiatrist but none of that seems worth it.
I'm currently at a point in life where I seriously cannot leave despite how bad I may want to. I've got some really important things coming up, my best friends need me, I just left my girlfriend (now ex) and I know she still needs me. There's this guy I'm sort of interested in and I can't just leave him either. None of these people (parents and siblings included) are doing well right now. I've been blowing my money on useless shit and stealing blades. Nothing will work.
I don't actually feel much for the guy I'm talking to right now, I don't feel much love towards my best friends, I don't feel sorrow for my ex, I don't feel remorse for anyone else. I just want to be gone. The best time for me to go would be May latest but that's extremely short notice.
Someone please help me
I'm currently at a point in life where I seriously cannot leave despite how bad I may want to. I've got some really important things coming up, my best friends need me, I just left my girlfriend (now ex) and I know she still needs me. There's this guy I'm sort of interested in and I can't just leave him either. None of these people (parents and siblings included) are doing well right now. I've been blowing my money on useless shit and stealing blades. Nothing will work.
I don't actually feel much for the guy I'm talking to right now, I don't feel much love towards my best friends, I don't feel sorrow for my ex, I don't feel remorse for anyone else. I just want to be gone. The best time for me to go would be May latest but that's extremely short notice.
Someone please help me
