Help Shooting heart and femoral arteries

[Eel_on_musk]

My plan is to shot myself in both femoral arteries, then, in heart. Since I will use black powder revolver, shooting in head is out of the question.
My question is: What drug to use to relieve pain? Thought of ketamine in terms of K-hole it can cause.

 

[fox_wannabe]

Black powder won't penetrate skull? I am sorry life brought you here... Shooting heart is very painful.

 

[wanttodie]

i want to end it like that Shooting my heart don't care very painful. long as I die