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I have shared with my husband, and now my mom and broter, too that I am depressed, unhappy and don't see a purpose in my life anymore. I went as far as telling them that I want to commit suicide but simply don't have the courage yet.

No one has taken my openness serious.
I think they think that I want attention.
 
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Loneliest

Loneliest

Slow dancing to my death
Jun 23, 2021
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It's hard for people to understand when they've not been through this. My dad told me that, "You don't have depression, you're just lazy, and you need to stop being lazy".
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry you are going through this, often people who haven't been suicidal themselves cannot comprehend what it is like. It is not attention seeking in anyway, suicidal people are suffering. I think this type of thing is why I never tell anyone how I feel.
 
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loopylou

Learn to fly
Jan 11, 2021
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I have shared with my husband, and now my mom and broter, too that I am depressed, unhappy and don't see a purpose in my life anymore. I went as far as telling them that I want to commit suicide but simply don't have the courage yet.

No one has taken my openness serious.
I think they think that I want attention.
My family have numerous times said to me that if I was really suicidal I would just do it and not tell anybody

I'm sorry they aren't taking it serious. It's not pleasant
 
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