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bubbles_0403

bubbles_0403

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The last few weeks I've really been into painting again
 

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shinitai_sh0jo

shinitai_sh0jo

Is it so selfish to want to feel a little better?
Dec 30, 2023
87
a couple of vent arts I've been doing:
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idkwhatimdoinghere

Abandoned account
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Unicr0n

Unicr0n

Stuck in a black hole...
Mar 26, 2024
256
I empathise a lot with robots, androids, AI, the like. Sometimes I feel like one when I draw--I don't create art based on my emotions. I create them based on prompts in my head. Like an art AI does. People criticise AI art... in a way, it makes me feel like I'm the one receiving the criticism, because I function in the same way AI art machines do. Many times I wish I were a robot so I wouldn't have to feel.

These are oil paintings.
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I've stopped showing any of my art on the internet. The sentiment toward art has become so pessimistic and elitist. At least this will be a place that archives some of it once I die. These will probably be thrown away in real life.
 
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Ariii

Ariii

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Oct 29, 2023
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tbh I'm not sure how to feel about this, but it's the first piece I've actually completed in more than a year, so here it is

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CocoToxBase

CocoToxBase

Suffering
Jan 8, 2024
212
Drew some pics of my dogs and then a random one
 

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Mirrory Me

Mirrory Me

"Life's a mirror, but 'whose' mirror?"
Mar 23, 2023
673
A music video: Clann - I Hold You.

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Iris Blue

Iris Blue

-ˋˏ ༻❁༺ ˎˊ-
Oct 23, 2023
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IMG 1878 I like to take macro photos with my phone when I can I do have a really cool one of a jumping spider but don't wanna scare people with arachnophobia IMG 4119
 
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AkibaKyun

AkibaKyun

♡ Your Friend・Call Me If You Get Lost・I Love BTS ♡
Apr 10, 2024
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I drew these for an old dear friend. ( ⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝)
However, I don't think he cared much for them which is 100% understandable since my art skills aren't that good at all.
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The first drawing is very special to me since we both really liked an Anime series called, "Gushing Over Magical Girls".
I decided to draw both our favorite characters from the series. ( > 〰 < )♡
Sadly, I never got the chance to finish it, ink it and color it since it got destroyed in the rain. (╥﹏╥)

The second drawing that I drew for him was a gift and an apology for not being online for a week.
I never told him that during that week, I had a failed suicide attempt and a self harm attempt due to having a severe mental breakdown and for failing my attempt.

His favorite character in Gushing Over Magical Girls was Sayo Minakami. ( ≧ᗜ≦)
She was also my favorite, as well.
So, I decided to draw her with cat ears since I'm a fan of Neko Girls. (⁄ ⁄>⁄ω⁄<⁄ ⁄)​



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soulkitty

soulkitty

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Apr 6, 2024
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I drew these for an old dear friend. ( ⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝)
However, I don't think he cared much for them which is 100% understandable since my art skills aren't that good at all.
ꉂ (´∀`)ʱªʱªʱª

The first drawing is very special to me since we both really liked an Anime series called, "Gushing Over Magical Girls".
I decided to draw both our favorite characters from the series. ( > 〰 < )♡
Sadly, I never got the chance to finish it, ink it and color it since it got destroyed in the rain. (╥﹏╥)

The second drawing that I drew for him was a gift and an apology for not being online for a week.
I never told him that during that week, I had a failed suicide attempt and a self harm attempt due to having a severe mental breakdown and for failing my attempt.

His favorite character in Gushing Over Magical Girls was Sayo Minakami. ( ≧ᗜ≦)
She was also my favorite, as well.
So, I decided to draw her with cat ears since I'm a fan of Neko Girls. (⁄ ⁄>⁄ω⁄<⁄ ⁄)​



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WHATTTTTT these are so cute!!!!! I love the way you draw eyes!!! I'm sorry they didn't care much for them. I would be thrilled to recieve drawings like that, your style is adorable :) 💗💗💗
 
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Saturn_

Saturn_

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
Apr 22, 2024
217
I used to draw a lot more and my friends at the time would look up to me as a great artist. Nowadays, I've been drawing far less than I'd like. It feels impossible to draw or do anything that involves getting out of bed anymore. Tater tot IMG 1627 IMG 1629 IMG 1630
 
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soulkitty

soulkitty

ロロ□
Apr 6, 2024
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I used to draw a lot more and my friends at the time would look up to me as a great artist. Nowadays, I've been drawing far less than I'd like. It feels impossible to draw or do anything that involves getting out of bed anymore.View attachment 136461View attachment 136462View attachment 136463View attachment 136464
AHHHHH Mari!!! 💜💜💜 the colors you used in that drawing are so pretty, I loved the way you outlined some of the shadows with a more saturated color. The Madoka and Homura drawing is amazing too 💗💜 The kitten and flowers art is so beautiful and delicate, I really love your work 🫂 I feel the exact same way, drawing has become really hard for me to do and it sucks
 
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cupcakesandmilk

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Oct 10, 2023
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My favourite photograph, taken years ago... I love sunsets and water; wish I could experience Norway once. :')

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Feedingbirds

Feedingbirds

grown up class clown
Oct 25, 2023
10
I like drawing stuff that's just a bit weird and chaotic

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L I F E T O L O S E

L I F E T O L O S E

only you can stop the evil
Sep 18, 2020
463
I don't do it, I have nothing. My art is nothing, I'm useless, I'm incapable, I'm totally useless trash.
I don't know how to do anything, I'm insane and incapable of doing anything.
this is my art
 
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Jorms_McGander

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Oct 17, 2023
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PiercingsEchos

PiercingsEchos

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LilysAngel

LilysAngel

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Apr 30, 2024
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IMG 7969 Shit picture from a bad phone years ago. Made mostly from packing tape. The female presenting torso was pinned down with needles and red thread.
 
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Mirrory Me

Mirrory Me

"Life's a mirror, but 'whose' mirror?"
Mar 23, 2023
673

uLvEr - dEaD CiTy cEnTrEs

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The inspiration for it came from the theme of the album (Perdition City, 2000.) and today's media on the internet.
 
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$crim

$crim

skincarver
Feb 12, 2023
93
i got really into the game Psychopomp like, a month ago n did this
Psychopomp
 
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ChaoticMind

ChaoticMind

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May 10, 2024
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Part of my ChaoticMind art series
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
1,509
Years of drawing and I still haven't improved much. The proportions are off and I can draw hands so looks like this bitch is going to have to stay a no hands Hannah.
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sancta-simplicitas

sancta-simplicitas

Student
Dec 14, 2023
140
My first drawing in four years. The Last Entrance to Narnia. It portrays adulthood, something that's neat, orderly and materialistic. The reflection in the wardrobe is what left of Narnia to an adult: the glistening blue sea turned into an anonymous vase, the magical woods is a dried up houseplant and the love and magic is still there in the last blood red flowers that refuse to wither. The banana on the cello is a tiny rebellion against adulthood, an attempt to open that closed portal again. Because bananas aren't supposed to go on cellos, it's silly, it doesn't fit. Sometimes that's exactly what adulthood needs. IMG 20240508 172014 020 1
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
1,509
Sometimes I want to try drawing more experimental and abstract things that better reflect my feelings, but the thing is, I tend to repress my emotions a lot, to the point where I've been called out on it since childhood. That, mixed with my overall lack of drawing skills (I don't my drawings very well. Never had and probably never will), makes it a a difficult endeavor.
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Sometimes, I still wonder why I even bother with drawing. Most of the time it just ends with me feeling unsatisfied. I constantly find myself wanting to quit, only to go back and start doing it again. Maybe it's because it's one of the only hobbies I have. Idk. It's weird to have something that you've done since childhood but are still not that good at. Most people around my age who've been drawing as long as I have are far more skilled than me. They're on a whole other level. I'm not typing this because I feel bad or anything. I'm not looking for pity. I guess I'm just venting a bit about something that's been on my mind a lot lately.
 
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heavyheartpig

heavyheartpig

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May 24, 2024
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Drew some pics of my dogs and then a random one
these are absolutely gorgeous, i love your linework!
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i thought the first one was appropriate to post since i made it right after my first attempt and quit my job a few years back. i remember a friend saying it had a lot of symbolism but i wasn't really thinking about anything while i drew it so that's just a coincidence lmao. the second one is more recent, i spent months on this commission for a friend, i've never worked that hard on anything before
 

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