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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,960
I've been a bit short on words lately, likely my sub-tropical depression starting to kick in. I've been really identifying with parts of this song off the new Sleep Token album. Song link at bottom.

Well, I've been waking up under blades
Blue blossom days
If only Damocles would hit me back
No alabaster carvings or faces on a farthing
Would prevent my head from fading to black

And it feels like falling into the sea
From outer space in seconds to me
And I play discordant days on repeat
Until they look like harmony

When the river runs dry and the curtain is called
How will I know if I can't see the bottom?
Come up for air and choke on it all
No one else knows that I've got a problem
What if I can't get up and stand tall?
What if the diamond days are all gone and
Who will I be when the empire falls?
Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten

Well, I know I should be touring
I know these chords are boring
But I can't always be killing the game
No golden grand pianos or
Voices from the shadows will do
Anything but feel the same

And it feels like falling into the deep
From somewhere way up over the peaks
And I play discordant days on repeat
Until the tape runs out on me​



Drop lyrics, a link, whatever is resonating with you today. I think there are infinite ways we can relate to each other and maybe I kinda need that right now.

Love you SS fam.
 
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Alexandra0

Alexandra0

Don't be afraid of death
Sep 30, 2023
65
I wanted to share this song. Performed by New Order - one of my favorite bands

Hey, what are you doing?

Hey now, what you doing?
Don't go down the road to ruin
Look back at where you came from
Count to ten before you go wrong

You have the brightest future
Writing songs on your computer
But you couldn't walk the extra mile
And now your life is running wild

You've gotta hold your head up high
You know it's not too late to try
You've gotta lift that heavy load
You've gotta get back in control

The things you've said to me
What is it that your eyes see?
Is it love or is it hate?
Banging on an open gate

Hey now, who's that with you?
What's that thing I saw him give you?
Turn around, don't come no closer
You took it from my shoulder, holster

[2x:]
You've gotta hold your head up high
You know it's not too late to try
You've gotta lift that heavy load
You've gotta get back in control

Why don't you put that gun right down?
Before you kill the love you found
Hey now, what you doing?
Don't go down the road to ruin
 
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sancta-simplicitas

Mage
Dec 14, 2023
573
You spend your days
At a dead end job
Where you just do
What you are told
And you come home
To an empty place
Fall asleep by the TV set
And on the weekend,
You get all drunk
Try to escape,
Till Monday comes

Why is it so we die just as copies
If it's so we're born originals

So it goes, so it lingers
While life is slipping
Through your fingers
And you're counting the days
As it seems
Without goals
And without dreams

Why is it so we die just as copies
If it's so we're born originals

Burn heart burn,
Yearn heart yearn

It's so sad, it's not a life
It's a storage of a man
And I'm not asking
For an easy time
But I'm asking
For a meaningful life

Why is it so we die just as copies
If it's so we're born originals

Burn heart burn,
Learn heart learn

Why is it so we're all replaceables
It's because we're all predictables
 
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burneverybridge

burneverybridge

Floating around like a sad ghost
Apr 22, 2025
59
TORI AMOS ~ CRUCIFY
TORI AMOS ~ iieee
 
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c.c

Member
May 3, 2025
95
I used to float, now I just fall down
I used to know but I'm not sure now
What I was made for
What was I made for?
Takin' a drive, I was an ideal
Looked so alive, turns out I'm not real
Just something you paid for
What was I made for?
'Cause I, I
I don't know how to feel
But I wanna try
I don't know how to feel
But someday, I might
Someday, I might

When did it end? All the enjoyment
I'm sad again, don't tell my boyfriend
It's not what he's made for
What was I made for?
'Cause I, 'cause I
I don't know how to feel
But I wanna try
I don't know how to feel
But someday I might
Someday I might

Think I forgot how to be happy
Something I'm not, but something I can be
Something I wait for
Something I'm made for
Something I'm made for

What was i made for?~ Billie Eillish
 
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spacechild

Member
May 8, 2025
9
I freaking love the new sleep token album although take me back to eden is still a better album imo! And here's a song for you
 
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opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,960
I freaking love the new sleep token album although take me back to eden is still a better album imo! And here's a song for you

I LOOVE Parkway Drive!

I honestly love both ST albums. His storytelling is amazing.
 
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spacechild

Member
May 8, 2025
9
I LOOVE Parkway Drive!

I honestly love both ST albums. His storytelling is amazing.
Agree boh are great albums 😉 And me too i love parkway drive even tho i just got into them probably less than year! I'm more into death metal btw
 
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opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,960
Agree boh are great albums 😉 And me too i love parkway drive even tho i just got into them probably less than year! I'm more into death metal btw
oh there are so many good groups in the parkway drive sphere. i'm also a metal fan in general, pretty much all kinds, old and new. feel free to dm if you ever wanna trade tunes.
 
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spacechild

Member
May 8, 2025
9
Alright i would love to
oh there are so many good group in the parkway drive sphere. i'm also a metal fan in general, pretty much all kinds, old and new. feel free to dm if you ever wanna trade tunes.
Idk if you received my message or not! I tried sending a message and the chat doesn't appear probably because my account is new and i didn't got the messages features yet
 
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ForestGhost

ForestGhost

The ocean washed over your grave
Aug 25, 2024
185
I had a friend show me Sleep Token when the new album dropped, definitely a vibe!

Here's a classic limerance anthem from FKA Twigs, "Cellophane"



Didn't I do it for you?
Why don't I do it for you?
Why won't you do it for me?
When all I do is for you?
 
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lonergirl_26

Member
Sep 1, 2024
66
Rachael - she wants revenge
Most specifically "what if this does not belong to you and all the things you thought were true turned out to be someone else's lies"
I just don't know who I am or how I feel. The song is the only way I can describe it.
And a song for Los Angeles - she wants revenge
"Now you should have seen her bathed in sunset red lights. Please tell her I love her but the city won't change its cold and unflinching ever lovely and strange"
I wish moving away from where I live would solve all my problems.
 
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Emerita

Emerita

Ending my suffering
Jan 16, 2025
78
Not all the lyrics just the ones I resonate with the most rn

Sometimes, you make me wanna put my
Fucking head through the wall
Sometimes, I wonder if I even
Know you at all

I know I don't need you
But I'm terrified of letting you go
Even after all the times you
Fucked the shit out of me while I was crying, "No"

And how am I supposed to feel good
About myself when everything I do is wrong?

And I don't wanna go on?

And I don't wanna leave my house

And I can't get out, can't run away
There's no escaping you now
I'm gonna die all alone next to you
In this piece of shit town

And you take all of your sins
Out on my body like everyone else does

And fuck the cops and fuck God

You always told me I could only
Leave you once we're both dead, dead
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,960
Rachael - she wants revenge
Most specifically "what if this does not belong to you and all the things you thought were true turned out to be someone else's lies"
I just don't know who I am or how I feel. The song is the only way I can describe it.
And a song for Los Angeles - she wants revenge
"Now you should have seen her bathed in sunset red lights. Please tell her I love her but the city won't change its cold and unflinching ever lovely and strange"
I wish moving away from where I live would solve all my problems.
she wants revenge is a massive fave of mine. love both these songs a TON.
Not all the lyrics just the ones I resonate with the most rn

Sometimes, you make me wanna put my
Fucking head through the wall
Sometimes, I wonder if I even
Know you at all

I know I don't need you
But I'm terrified of letting you go
Even after all the times you
Fucked the shit out of me while I was crying, "No"

And how am I supposed to feel good
About myself when everything I do is wrong?

And I don't wanna go on?

And I don't wanna leave my house

And I can't get out, can't run away
There's no escaping you now
I'm gonna die all alone next to you
In this piece of shit town

And you take all of your sins
Out on my body like everyone else does

And fuck the cops and fuck God

You always told me I could only
Leave you once we're both dead, dead

LOVE ETHEL CAIN SO MUCH TOO. 🥹🥹🥹
 
22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
265
Echo

We leave echos of our voice from the past

Echos live on...

sometimes

They used to shatter the glass around me

The light would flood my face

With

Echos of smiles and happines

Now my voice is weak and lost

The glass no longer breaks

All i have are echos in the darkness..

 
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_soulless_

Another victim of psychiatry and big pharma
Mar 16, 2025
60


The band is called "Uvula", the song is called "Pulse".

When your fight is over, all promises forgotten
A desperate force pushes you towards a farewell
Stopping my movement, I'll throw myself into the search for hope
To bury oneself in desperation is just a hopeless impulse

The time of gloom has been dragging on for eons
I dream of the cherished final step
The home full of memories
Will become a far-away light

The cliff's edge is before my eyes
Everything I can't say with tears
The constant ringing in my ears
The thoughts of reloading my clip
 

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