Shame

[GreenTree]

Does anyone else feel shame at some of there past behaviour. I do. I never used too until a nervous breakdown.

 

[almost_dead]

24/7 and I am not exaggerating

 

[Dark Spring]

Always although nothing I have done was very serious, I am also ashamed of things my family has done, they are not my responsibility at all but still I feel a strange guilt and a lot of shame

 

[Trayus]

I am ashamed that i am a 29 year old virgin. I am ashamed that i failed university, twice. I am ashamed that i never was a better Son, Brother, Family Member. I am ashamed that i let so many people down in my life.

Most of the time i was able to overcome this shame, but lately it is so ever present... like i can only focus on my failures and shortcomings, not the positive things i had

 

[TooConscious]

Not anymore, humanity is a disgusting failed species and have proved it time and time again.

 

[satoporu]

i do.


and now.... there it is, again. *shakes head*

 

[TooConscious]

I am ashamed that i am a 29 year old virgin. I am ashamed that i failed university, twice. I am ashamed that i never was a better Son, Brother, Family Member. I am ashamed that i let so many people down in my life.

Most of the time i was able to overcome this shame, but lately it is so ever present... like i can only focus on my failures and shortcomings, not the positive things i had

Hire a sex worker if it bothers you.
You get pompous people saying "but sex with a prostitute isn't as good"
Let me tell you, neither is having sex with your partner again after realising they cheated on you. At least sex workers are some of the few people left that are honest (other than when they tell you lies like "your cock is so big" they're about to cum" and making noises as if you're giving them the best sex in existence and all you can think is "jesus girl all I'm doing is poking my 6 incher in you snails pace" lol.

 

[Metalhead]

When I was hypomanic I made some very questionable decisions that I've had to live with the guilt & shame for.

 

[Rn110bg101]

Always. My whole life is made of mistakes I can never hope to fix.

If I can hope for something, it's that CTB will make me forget it all.

 

[greebo6]

Does anyone else feel shame at some of there past behaviour. I do. I never used too until a nervous breakdown.

Yes. A lot of stuff / things down the years .

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I always feel shame for what I did do, and for what I didn't do.

 

[Mr2005]

Yes but if it mattered what I said you'd know that

 

[Stick]

I even feel shameful about how shameful I am sometimes, it feels illogical

 

[Lordsudbury]

So much so that I literally can't even live with myself....and.....here we are lol.

It's about my behaviour concerning the ending of my last relationship. I'm not really good at moving on from this so if anyone wants to talk about shame DM me.

 

[Deleted member 22650]

Everytime I finish cracking one up man lol im kidding just tryna bring some light out there :)

 

[k75]

Not shame. But lots of regret and guilt.

 

[Mr2005]

I would but it's really too shameful to talk about

So much so that I literally can't even live with myself....and.....here we are lol.

It's about my behaviour concerning the ending of my last relationship. I'm not really good at moving on from this so if anyone wants to talk about shame DM me.

 

[LivedTooLong]

Yes, constantly. The shame and guilt are unbearable. Cannot stand myself, this endless stream of mistakes and terrible decisions, having hurt people, and being too fucking incompetent or cowardly to set anything right.

 

[_Kaira_]

My past behavior is my current behavior. I'm a mess haha. If I could change everything, or knew how to cure myself, I would. I live with constant remorse and hatred to everything down to even my birth.