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Venting SH relapse

rotten

rotten

Student
Apr 14, 2021
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Tonight I started self harming again. It doesn't even bother me that I just did that...I guess I must be getting worse lol.
In a weird way it was kind of liberating. Before I used to get regular body checks to make sure I'm not hurting myself. For a long time I resorted to clenching my jaw very tightly, which likely caused more irreversible damage. But I decided I will never let anyone strip me again. Afterwards I did what I had to in order to make myself feel calm again.
 
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