Seriously considering it...

[Noonespecial]

I finally got everything I need to do it with SN my roommate informed me she's leaving for the night leaving me enough time. I'm seriously considering just taking it and seeing what happens

 

[metapod]

whatever you choose to do i hope you live or die peacefully

 

[Noonespecial]

whatever you choose to do i hope you live or die peacefully ❤

Thank you

 

[Privatehell]

Hi, no pressure at all but if you're unsure, is there anything you'd like to talk about while you're considering?

 

[Noonespecial]

Hi, no pressure at all but if you're unsure, is there anything you'd like to talk about while you're considering?

I don't know. I'm not unsure about dying I definitely want to die I'm more afraid of it not working. I have one failed attempt that still no one knows about I don't want another

 

[Privatehell]

I don't know. I'm not unsure about dying I definitely want to die I'm more afraid of it not working. I have one failed attempt that still no one knows about I don't want another

OK, if you really really are sure (and it's more than OK to not be) then there is the guide in resources about sn so you can make sure you're regime is right. Was it sn that you tried before?

 

[Noonespecial]

OK, if you really really are sure (and it's more than OK to not be) then there is the guide in resources about sn so you can make sure you're regime is right. Was it sn that you tried before?

I've read the guide I have everything I just know that even then while slim there's a chance it won't work or a chance my roommate will come home early which will cause more problems. I had another time in mind when I knew she would be gone for several days I just don't know that I want to wait that long. Sorry if this is all over the place. No it wasn't SN last time

 

[Alec]

Whatever you choose, I'm with you and I'm thinking about you! You are not alone in this!!!

 

[Noonespecial]

Whatever you choose, I'm with you and I'm thinking about you! You are not alone in this!!!❤❤❤

Thank you I really appreciate that.

 

[Privatehell]

I've read the guide I have everything I just know that even then while slim there's a chance it won't work or a chance my roommate will come home early which will cause more problems. I had another time in mind when I knew she would be gone for several days I just don't know that I want to wait that long. Sorry if this is all over the place. No it wasn't SN last time

You've nothing to apologise for. If you're feeling anxious because of time constraint then my gut wants to suggest reconsidering until you have a time when you're more comfortable. I don't know your situation but do you think you'll maybe feel more settled and at ease if you wait? And if you do want a sounding board then you know there are people here to listen :)

 

[Noonespecial]

You've nothing to apologise for. If you're feeling anxious because of time constraint then my gut wants to suggest reconsidering until you have a time when you're more comfortable. I don't know your situation but do you think you'll maybe feel more settled and at ease if you wait? And if you do want a sounding board then you know there are people here to listen :)

I think when I know I'll have the right amount of time I'll want to do it even more. I think the time constraint is another reason I'm afraid it will fail. All I know is I just really don't want to be here anymore.

 

[Privatehell]

I think when I know I'll have the right amount of time I'll want to do it even more. I think the time constraint is another reason I'm afraid it will fail. All I know is I just really don't want to be here anymore.

I am really sorry you feel that way. From what you've researched you'll know how long it might take so you can make your judgement about the potential time constraint. And I'm sorry if it seems like I'm trying to put you off, it's completely your decision. I just feel like it's something that should be carried out in a moment that is completely all about you and your comfort without unnecessary worry or fear. You deserve to be happy and at peace with your decision and the time you choose.

 

[Noonespecial]

I am really sorry you feel that way. From what you've researched you'll know how long it might take so you can make your judgement about the potential time constraint. And I'm sorry if it seems like I'm trying to put you off, it's completely your decision. I just feel like it's something that should be carried out in a moment that is completely all about you and your comfort without unnecessary worry or fear. You deserve to be happy and at peace with your decision and the time you choose.

Thank you. Yeah I still think she would be back before It would work. Thank you that means a lot to me

 

[Privatehell]

Thank you. Yeah I still think she would be back before It would work. Thank you that means a lot to me

You're very welcome. I have never made an attempt but if I imagine it then I want it to be in a moment of peace; no rushing, no fretting, just in my moment of solitude and calm. I think we all deserve that if possible. And if you need an ear to bend then please do stay on here and bend away :)

 

[Noonespecial]

You're very welcome. I have never made an attempt but if I imagine it then I want it to be in a moment of peace; no rushing, no fretting, just in my moment of solitude and calm. I think we all deserve that if possible. And if you need an ear to bend then please do stay on here and bend away :)

You're really nice thank you

 

[Privatehell]

You're really nice thank you

I'm a grump but I try

I'm a grump but I try

There was supposed to be a winky face at the end of that to offset the seriousness lol

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Is a hotel not an option?

 

[Noonespecial]

I'm a grump but I try

There was supposed to be a winky face at the end of that to offset the seriousness lol

Well you don't seem like a grump to me

Is a hotel not an option?

I'd prefer not to do it in a hotel honestly

 

[Privatehell]

Well you don't seem like a grump to me

Hah don't besmirch my grumpiness ;)