Self introduction

[LonelyCauseAutistic]

I'm a 22-year-old autistic male with ADHD, dyspraxia, dyscalculia, and dyslexia. I struggle heavily with social interaction and daily functioning. I have a very low IQ (80). I've never had a relationship or any romantic experience (virgin), can't hold down a job, and live on disability benefits. I feel completely exhausted with life and see no realistic future for myself. I spend most of my time in complete isolation, just existing day after day. I have severe social isolation and have been dealing with suicidal thoughts for years.

 

[dustoff]

im same. dont have adhd and dysorders tho.

I have a very low IQ (80)

its average now. im getting scores from 79 to 85

disability benefits

its a limited sum that drains quickly bc sticking to proper finance management is very hard when you mentally ill. at least some games and tasty food can be bought on that.

I feel completely exhausted with life and see no realistic future for myself. I spend most of my time in complete isolation, just existing day after day.

relatable. im just laying down and rotting rn.

 

[CrawlingInMySkin]

Don't know what to say, mate. Can't relate to much of your situation, I'm sorry I can't help. I'm new here too though, maybe we'll be seeing more of each other

 

[darksouls]

you are welcome,
this community is friendly and supportive,
I hope you can find some peace

 

[3rdworldsadness]

I am low iq person and social interactions as I have horrible social anxiety I can relate so much, everyday is another chaos. I isolate myself too but I'm from 3rd world so it's so so tough as work a minimum wage, escape the country or die. I'm Livin in poverty, isolation and poor condition... sorry you have to go through and still going those. I really hope you can connect with other members here it's a very very kind supportive place I ever know. Peace.

 

[Mrs. T-800]

I'm a 22-year-old autistic male with ADHD, dyspraxia, dyscalculia, and dyslexia. I struggle heavily with social interaction and daily functioning. I have a very low IQ (80). I've never had a relationship or any romantic experience (virgin), can't hold down a job, and live on disability benefits. I feel completely exhausted with life and see no realistic future for myself. I spend most of my time in complete isolation, just existing day after day. I have severe social isolation and have been dealing with suicidal thoughts for years.

Hiya, it's nice to meet you, but, of course, it's sorry to see you here. I'm glad that you are able to get some financial support. Hope you can see it as people being there for you, in a way.
I hope it's not patronizing seeming, but what does your daily routine look like? I'm someone that always finds something to do, also "just existing" but making task after task for myself. Like, folding all the plastic bags, type of silliness. But I prefer it alone. Do you feel lonely? Or do you prefer the more solitary state?
I'm wanting to get to know your situation.
Wish you the best.

 

[LonelyCauseAutistic]

I hope it's not patronizing seeming, but what does your daily routine look like?

Just play videogames, scrolling, smoking cigarettes or walking alone sometimes.

Do you feel lonely? Or do you prefer the more solitary state?

I prefer solitary state actually. I've tried to make friends before but they just make fun of me

Wish you the best.

Thankyou

 

[Mrs. T-800]

Just play videogames, scrolling, smoking cigarettes or walking alone sometimes.

I prefer solitary state actually. I've tried to make friends before but they just make fun of me

Thankyou

A good cigarette does wonders for the soul, what's your go to? I go for Marlboro gold/silver or the Parliament. But in a crunch, anything goes.
The same for walks, they're always kind of refreshing. Did you notice anything recently change in your area, over the last few months or weeks, over your walks?

I'm sorry about that. People can be so callous. Being nice costs nothing

 

[LonelyCauseAutistic]

Did you notice anything recently change in your area, over the last few months or weeks, over your walks?

Not really. Its always the same. I living in rural area.

I'm sorry about that. People can be so callous. Being nice costs nothing

Thankyou so much

 

[Passenger4224]

Fellow autistic and dyspraxic without a future here.

Welcome to the forum, I'm sorry life has brought you to this place.

 

[dirkw83]

Hello brow! You are not alone here I'm kind of an idiot too lol. Made many bad decisions because of my shit IQ, now I have to live with. Hope you feel welcome

 

[chillino]

Hey,
do you know about any groups for autisitic people? Maybe thats something for you to join.
I can relate although I was in a relationsship and know what it feels like to be loved. However I managed to lose this beautiful person.
I am nonverbal most of the time, people might think I am complettly brainless and actually I have been feeling like this for the last few years. I was born with an avarage IQ around 115 however I didnt develope any usefull skills or gained knowledge, I just ruined my life because my partners were all I could think about and to graduate.

I want to ctb however I cant find a fitting methode
I know you might not feel like it but maybe you could join a fitness center or any other sporty activity

 

[LonelyCauseAutistic]

Hey,
do you know about any groups for autisitic people? Maybe thats something for you to join.

I already tried but only online. I living in French rural area so there are simply no such groups nearby.

I am nonverbal most of the time

Same. Its called selective mutism

 

[Mrs. T-800]

I already tried but only online. I living in French rural area so there are simply no such groups nearby.

Same. Its called selective mutism

I went to some of rural France, it's beautiful. I spent a lot of time in Joigny. France has a special way of making the countryside very lovely...

 

[SASU-KE]

I went to some of rural France, it's beautiful. I spent a lot of time in Joigny. France has a special way of making the countryside very lovely...

It's sad, isn't it? No matter how beautiful our surroundings are, we're still stuck in our own personal hell.