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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
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Are you letting every other aspect of your life self-destruct while you wait to CTB?
 
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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
1,004
Not letting, more like not having control over every other aspect due to the depression and suicidal thoughts
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,626
I do not have much of a life, I do not do a lot. It is like I have already died in a way. I have been like this for years. I am alone nearly all the time, but I do pretend whenever I am around others. Nobody has any idea that I am suicidal and they never will.
 
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CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
609
I'm more into active self sabotage. I get off on making myself feel worse and worse.
 
Deadweight

Deadweight

It's spilling out of me
Nov 10, 2021
79
I make things worse passively by being idle, I guess there are things I could be doing to improve my situation, I just have no drive to, no desire to. I'm just passing time until that day
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,156
I make things worse passively by being idle, I guess there are things I could be doing to improve my situation, I just have no drive to, no desire to. I'm just passing time until that day
Exactly. Things get reduced to the bare essentials. Eating and Interacting with other human beings when the loneliest gets to be unbearable. Right there at the bottom of Maslow's chart.
 
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