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What's the most guaranteed way? I need help i want to do it without hurting people or becoming a vegetable. I attempted and survived only because people saved me. I wanna make sure that i basically have 100% certainty I will die without hurting other people which is very difficult because I don't have a lot of options or money… i have to try and not get catch or found. Its also hard to do sober because i don't have it in me when im sober but a complicates things. I always have this impulse this flight or flight panic that stops me even though I know ultimately.. how do I shut off that panic that is trying to keep me alive? What is it called? Human instinct? I wish i could give someone $ to just do it or help me and maybe provide comfort as i pass.. tho i am aware that I doubt most people would wanna do that unless there is something wrong with them. If there's something wrong with them, I don't wanna know what they'll do to me. Ugh
 
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Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
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The most guaranteed way is firearm. That is the method I'll be doing. Even that can fail if executed poorly, hence why I've been doing lots of research and planning.

I found a place where I definitely won't be found until it's too late.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand as all I want is to be gone, I just want to permanently cease existing with no more pain and no more suffering, it's just so horrific to me how trying to cease existing can go wrong and lead to way worse torture, it's just terrible extreme cruelty to me how peaceful ways to never suffer again are so cruelly denied, I hope you find peace.
 
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I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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There is no 100% foolproof way to kill yourself. People can survive some wild stuff. Also, what works for another person may not work for you. The best thing you can do is research and figure it out for yourself.
 
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The most guaranteed way is firearm. That is the method I'll be doing. Even that can fail if executed poorly, hence why I've been doing lots of research and planning.

I found a place where I definitely won't be found until it's too late.
The only way i can think is gunrange but i signed some stuff in the mental hospital i dont think im allowed to be at a gunrange risking going to jail is too much for me
I think their are ways that are 100% but i dont want to hurt or traumatize anyone else
There is no 100% foolproof way to kill yourself. People can survive some wild stuff. Also, what works for another person may not work for you. The best thing you can do is research and figure it out for yourself.
I understand as all I want is to be gone, I just want to permanently cease existing with no more pain and no more suffering, it's just so horrific to me how trying to cease existing can go wrong and lead to way worse torture, it's just terrible extreme cruelty to me how peaceful ways to never suffer again are so cruelly denied, I hope you find peace.
At this point life feels worse than anything i could be put through. Ive considered that it might be worth it.
 
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Nov 12, 2025
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It's not called human instinct. It's called SI (survival instinct) which you will now notice all over this site now that you know what it stands for.
 
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usernamehere

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The most guaranteed way is firearm. That is the method I'll be doing. Even that can fail if executed poorly, hence why I've been doing lots of research and planning.

I found a place where I definitely won't be found until it's too late.
I wish someone could do firearm for me
It's not called human instinct. It's called SI (survival instinct) which you will now notice all over this site now that you know what it stands for.
Oh okay thanks
There is no 100% foolproof way to kill yourself. People can survive some wild stuff. Also, what works for another person may not work for you. The best thing you can do is research and figure it out for yourself.
There are 100% ways I've thought of. But they would definitely be a risk of hurting other people which I don't wanna do.
what were your previous attempts like?
Not as hardcore at all. Why
 
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Genuine curiosity is all.
Mostly overdoses. Sometimes I had that this could kill me, but I was too scared to do a full attempt. I've tried running in front of traffic, but I can't traumatize somebody. I tried to asphyxiation, but there was too much survival instinct and I think that's just not my style/it's not as guaranteed as I would want it to be.
 

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