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Michael Malecha

Member
Jan 8, 2019
23
I'm very new on this thread and haven't been able to build up a rapport with anybody but I've received some useful information. I have some fentanyl on the way and I think tomorrow will be my last day on earth. I never saw my life going this way but hopefully there is peace in the next world. Good luck to you all, I hope you find peace, too.
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
Wishing you peace xx
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
I hope you find the peace you seek.
 
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Hopeless_soul

Hopeless_soul

Soon
Jan 3, 2019
502
I have some fentanyl on the way

I thought you said you only got a doorknob and a shoelace. Anyways, I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. Hope you find the peace you want.
 
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Chinaski

Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
3,483
I thought you said you only got a doorknob and a shoelace. Anyways, I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. Hope you find the peace you want.

Yeah, bootlace and doorknob to fentanyl in a couple of hours. Good work, would've considered that almost impossible, I'm pleased for you.

I hope you pass safely and that you're not interrupted by several pms asking you for your as yet unverified fent contact.
 
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Michael Malecha

Member
Jan 8, 2019
23
You've got a hell of a wit, Chinaski. Don't waste it. Remain on this Earth.
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
Sorry for my ignorance, what is Fentanyl? I believe it might be a heavy duty pain killer on perscription here in the UK, in a patch?
 
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About_to_Go

About_to_Go

It deepens like a coastal shelf
Mar 20, 2018
303
@Michael Malecha if you are genuinely trying to ctb via F, I think you're likely being scammed. Remember when you were trying to find Nembutal and you were texting that guy?

Anyway, if you do somehow obtain F, I hope you have a peaceful passing.
 
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Hopeless_soul

Hopeless_soul

Soon
Jan 3, 2019
502
Sorry for my ignorance, what is Fentanyl? I believe it might be a heavy duty pain killer on perscription here in the UK, in a patch?

I don't know much, but I think it's a very strong opioid, stronger than morphine. Hard to get.
 
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GeorgeEastman

Arcanist
Sep 3, 2018
483
I envy those who can calmly plan this out. At the moment, if I had a sharp knife I'd saw myself in about 45 pieces. All I have are butter knives. I'd bash myself in the head with a wrench, but I'd probably just end up tearing a tendon in my elbow or something.
 
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NotWorthLiving

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2018
1,264
I'm sorry to hear about the change your life took that you never saw. I do wish you luck and hope you find the peace you deserve though. If you want to talk at all between now and then, just message me. Hugs
 
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Feline

I am Purity, they call me Perverted.
Jan 24, 2019
61
I tried bashing my head in but just got a headache and a huge lump on my head!

I envy those who can calmly plan this out. At the moment, if I had a sharp knife I'd saw myself in about 45 pieces. All I have are butter knives. I'd bash myself in the head with a wrench, but I'd probably just end up tearing a tendon in my elbow or something.
 
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