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RappyMaster

RappyMaster

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Nov 16, 2021
21
I just drank the SN, love you all. It's been quite some time since I've been thinking about this and 11 years since the first time I tried to CTB.

I hope I find peace, see ya.
 
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Tarantula Girl

Tarantula Girl

Don't Fear the Reaper
Dec 10, 2021
36
I hope you will find the peace you are looking for. Farewell ❤
 
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RappyMaster

RappyMaster

Member
Nov 16, 2021
21
I have 2 backup glasses just in case I throw up 15g and 30ml water
I just have a really mild headache rn
I'm crying a lot and my eyesight is getting fuzzy
 
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Death is beautiful

Death is beautiful

Warlock
May 20, 2021
792
How do you feel? We are here with you no matter what happens
 
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RappyMaster

RappyMaster

Member
Nov 16, 2021
21
Heart beating fast f
 
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viniboi9

viniboi9

Member
Nov 16, 2021
26
we're with you *big hug*
 
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RappyMaster

RappyMaster

Member
Nov 16, 2021
21
I can feel my heartbeat everywhere
 
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liberty_222

liberty_222

psychotic
Nov 28, 2021
361
Did you take anything other than the sn? It could help with the symptoms
 
RappyMaster

RappyMaster

Member
Nov 16, 2021
21
My arms feel extrem numb
The heart beating is really annoyin
Taste wasn't that bad
Did you take anything other than the sn? It could help with the symptoms
Just painkiller
Ibuprofen
 
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RappyMaster

RappyMaster

Member
Nov 16, 2021
21
Burning in my chest
Holy shit ebrtyting is blurry my arms and body is on fire
My throat says throw up
 
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needed_

needed_

waiting for a miracle
Dec 17, 2021
804
it's gonna be okay <3
 
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Anxieyote

Anxieyote

Sobriety over everything else • 32 • Midwest
Mar 24, 2021
455
Everyone's here right now. We're with you
 
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Noctis

Noctis

I wish I'd done it years ago
Dec 15, 2021
308
Virtually holding your hand, friend. Whatever happens, I only want you to be at peace.
 
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Cheza_mus

Experienced
Jul 1, 2021
242
Safe travels my friend...see you
 
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waitingforthehappy

Member
Dec 13, 2021
26
Any way to confirm current status of @RappyMaster ?
 
AlexKy

AlexKy

Member
Dec 16, 2021
78
May you rest in peace gentle soul! I hope I'll get the courage to join you.
 
Kobusu

Kobusu

Writer
Oct 18, 2021
287
I hope you're at peace friend, be that here or in the beyond.
 
Insomniac

Insomniac

𝔄 𝔲 𝔱 𝔦 𝔰 𝔪
May 21, 2021
1,356
I hope you find peace, friend.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,624
I hope you are free from all pain and suffering and you found the peace you were looking for.
 

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