Scared

[olkf]

I am scared of what comes with living. I worried over the lost time. I could see myself living but without happiness. I wish I never was born. So much stress so many distractions to not feel the weight.

 

[Rational man]

We all.die and whatever happens will happen. meanwhile its easy to say but only today is guaranteed . Worrying is a waste of time. Don't regretrete live TODAY.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand how you feel. Life terrifies me. After all there is no limit as to how bad things can get. I have so much dread associated with the future, things can only get worse for me. Life is mostly just pain and suffering, it is just a pointless struggle until we die. More than anything I really wish I was never born as well. My life was a big mistake, it should have never happened.

 

[Lost Magic]

Death does scare me, but living life scares me even more. Why on earth do some people want to live to 100?

 

[Rational man]

Death does scare me, but living life scares me even more. Why on earth do some people want to live to 100?

Some people want to live forevermore, even enquiring about cryogenic freezing. I knew someone who at 85 was scared of dying even though logic tells us that we will die. Thats life for animate and inanimate life. We live and we die. what can you do at 100 apart from piss and shit in your pants!

 

[Lost Magic]

Some people want to live forevermore, even enquiring about cryogenic freezing. I knew someone who at 85 was scared of dying even though logic tells us that we will die. Thats life for animate and inanimate life. We live and we die. what can you do at 100 apart from piss and shit in your pants!

sorry, but I couldn't resist.

 

[tryingtoescape]

I'm so scared. I'm in fight or flight all the time. I just want to make it stop. I want relief.

 

[Looooser]

I've had a pretty bad episode that's lasted about 2 years. Things are finally looking up a little and I'm scared I don't know how to live anymore. And it's scary to wonder when another episode will start. I've been done this road so many times!

Some people want to live forevermore, even enquiring about cryogenic freezing. I knew someone who at 85 was scared of dying even though logic tells us that we will die. Thats life for animate and inanimate life. We live and we die. what can you do at 100 apart from piss and shit in your pants!

For the stories!

 

[SanctionedSkittles]

I'm so scared. I'm in fight or flight all the time. I just want to make it stop. I want relief.

Same. I always feel like this pressure pushing down on my chest. It's not painful, but it's noticeable and exhausting. Thinking of the future makes me anxious. Thinking of dying makes me anxious too though. Like I'm not religious but was raised in a religious household, and I keep thinking of what happens if death isn't just nothing and there's something worse that comes afterwards.

 

[whatevs]

Yes, this is something that people "like us" get, but I don't see those that can't even speak about CTB showing understanding of it... I'm talking about the fact that life is clearly at least as terrifying as death, and for some people it can cross that boundary and become awful enough to nullify the death of dying.

 

[Lost Magic]

Just think of it this way, you have no control over any form of afterlife or lack thereof. You either believe or you don't. One way or other we are all going to find out eventually. We really shouldn't worry too much about the inevitable. I just want 'control' over mine and not let old age, accident or disease decide.