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miguel6565

miguel6565

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2020
421
Right now im scared of failing and not being able to ctb
 
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GrumpyFrog

GrumpyFrog

Exhausted
Aug 23, 2020
1,913
It is a very understandable fear.

I'm sorry. Wish I could say something helpful. Hope things will get easier for you soon. Here's a virtual hug if you don't mind one :hug:
 
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miguel6565

miguel6565

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2020
421
It is a very understandable fear.

I'm sorry. Wish I could say something helpful. Hope things will get easier for you soon. Here's a virtual hug if you don't mind one :hug:
thanks :heart:
 
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pleasectb

Member
Aug 21, 2020
17
Ɓnimo Miguel...
cual es el mƩtodo que pensabas usar?
 
Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
Failing would ruin my entire life or what little is left of it.
 
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pleasectb

Member
Aug 21, 2020
17
Tienes los antiemeticos y antiƔcidos?
 
VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
It's a reasonable fear. take your time. when you're ready, i wish you a safe and peaceful journey.
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
I feel like I'm more scared of failing than I am of dying at this point. Failure just opens up another can of worms for me to deal with.
 
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Stick

Stick

Experienced
Aug 31, 2020
269
I feel the exact same way, you aren't alone in that.
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
I can understand that fear, and share it as well. It seems like the biggest combination of disappointment and fear to try to kill oneself and then wake up. Almost like being born again into hell.
 
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MariV

Arcanist
Sep 13, 2020
487
me too

thanks

Hola,

Acabo de registrarme y esta es mi primera intervencion. No se en que hilo vi que ponias una foto de tu SN, de la marca Labkem. Es el mismo qie tengo yo...de un laboratorio catalan (letslab), cierto? Queria saber si es fiable..que experiencia tienes tu?
 
miguel6565

miguel6565

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2020
421
Hola,

Acabo de registrarme y esta es mi primera intervencion. No se en que hilo vi que ponias una foto de tu SN, de la marca Labkem. Es el mismo qie tengo yo...de un laboratorio catalan (letslab), cierto? Queria saber si es fiable..que experiencia tienes tu?
Yo compre el mio del polaco de la famosa pagina que se sabe que es legit,el tuyo parece bueno pero deberias probarlo
 
RC90

RC90

Experienced
Sep 13, 2020
297
Oh Miguelito make sure if you are ready above all. we will support you no matter what you choose.
 
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miguel6565

miguel6565

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2020
421
Oh Miguelito make sure if you are ready above all. we will support you no matter what you choose.
thanks mate i was thinking of going this month but for some recent events i will delay my ctb date to the next months
 
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RC90

RC90

Experienced
Sep 13, 2020
297
thanks mate i was thinking of going this month but for some recent events i will delay my ctb date to the next months
Yeah only make that move when you absolutely sure! A big virtual hug from this new member.
 
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Shinkansen

Shinkansen

life is pain
Jul 14, 2020
615
you are not the only one, I too want to leave this world but I am too afraid of doing something wrong and failing.
 
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MariV

Arcanist
Sep 13, 2020
487
Yo compre el mio del polaco de la famosa pagina que se sabe que es legit,el tuyo parece bueno pero deberias probarlo
Es que me da una pereza horrible hacer el test :d que pagina es esa? no me he enterado. bueno que te vaya bien con lo que decidas...yo tengo un freno enorme que es mi madre :(
 

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