Story Scared & Dying alone

[stevie23]

I just chickened out of hanging myself at the park after getting out of school. Okay quick recap. So I had some rope with me that I was going to hang myself with a tree, but I got scared mostly because I still wasn't fully prepared (mentally) to do it (and also how quick it was for a few seconds) and the thought of dying alone kept me from fully sending it. And I just decided to just sit on a bench and just chill while thinking it over for a few minutes. I still plan on hanging myself eventually (maybe this weekend), but I hate the fact that I got cold feet last second.