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butimstillsoblue

butimstillsoblue

Warrior
Dec 27, 2024
69
defeated
 
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SchizoGymnast

SchizoGymnast

Specialist
May 28, 2024
394
Dead
 
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butimstillsoblue

butimstillsoblue

Warrior
Dec 27, 2024
69
unloved
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,773
regret
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Wizard
Apr 21, 2025
668
I think Im numb today. I still have fear, and sadness, but getting numb.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,797
vege
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,508
Hated !!! 😥
 
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Custos

Custos

Martyr
May 27, 2024
213
Pain
 
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GlassMoon

GlassMoon

╠═·⢄⠔⠑⢄⠔⠑·═╣
Nov 18, 2024
314
Fine. But I don't know exactly why so I'm cautious...
 
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dthxn

dthxn

who will save me from existing?
Apr 27, 2023
5
tense
 
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HereWeGo!

HereWeGo!

Please give me the guts to _ _ _ 🙏🏻
Dec 7, 2024
216
Empty
 
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tung tung sahur

tung tung sahur

Member
May 5, 2025
20
Useless
 
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allmylife

allmylife

Trying to find my way...
Mar 11, 2025
21
Tired
 
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dead dav

dead dav

Student
Feb 27, 2025
173
Fedup
 
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SA1994EC

Member
Jan 28, 2021
252
wobbling
 
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22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
364
Frutrated
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,773
decay
 
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GlassMoon

GlassMoon

╠═·⢄⠔⠑⢄⠔⠑·═╣
Nov 18, 2024
314
invalidated
 
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dontwakemeup

Wizard
Nov 11, 2024
692
I woke up sad and trying to hold back the tears, oh no, here they come. I guess my word today is "overwhelmed." I don't want to feel anything today, my brain needs a break. I'm going to take my benadryl and Tylenol pm now so I can sleep the day away. I just can't play "life" today. So I'll eat a small snack and hurry back to bed before my thoughts of all the stressors of today keeps replaying.
 
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Dark Moon

Dark Moon

Warlock
Sep 21, 2022
789
Shit
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,508
DREAD..... 😥😥😥
 
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aalmoa001

aalmoa001

One toe in the grave
Apr 14, 2025
44
Empty
 
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IDontKnowEverything

IDontKnowEverything

Please stop it
Mar 2, 2025
86
terrified
 
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Black Angel

Black Angel

Member
Feb 20, 2025
14
deeply with ctb thoughts, getting closer and closer to.
 
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Custos

Custos

Martyr
May 27, 2024
213
Misplaced
 
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