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azucaramargo

azucaramargo

Enlightened
Sep 16, 2018
1,010
Me, TOO, dammit!
What do you mean by circular?
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Dead inside. I wasn't able to get my medication refilled on time and had to go days without it and that really messed me up... But I think eventually, I will start feeling normal again.
Glad you got your meds. I can relate so well to these gaps in medication that are often times beyond one's control.
I LOVE this!
Undesirable
Me, too. My undesirability makes me feel irrelevant. Hope you don't mind that I share a recent anecdote. I work part-time at a pizza place. It's mostly delivery & pick up, so I mostly answer phones & ring up customers coming for carry-out. One of the many delivery guys is a sullen, shy high schooler, whom I've tried (in vain) to engage in conversation several times. This other ho who is a million years younger than I am started working there, too. And, when this delivery guy walked in the restaurant one one of his many runs, he saw her at the counter and smiled.

Now, I have no emotional stake in this kid, but I just felt so hurt/deflated that that girl's mere appearance was enough to draw this kid out of his shell--the same thing I had tried to do with my bullshit questions. Anyway, g2g now, but I feel you.
 
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ArtsyDrawer

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Nov 8, 2018
1,448
Equally unwanted and sweaty.
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
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old
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

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Jun 30, 2018
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Alone
 
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soda_pressed

Experienced
Apr 8, 2019
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Dead
 
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Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
815
Agitated.
 
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inconsequential

inconsequential

Enlightened
Jun 1, 2019
1,011
Despondent
 
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DoomedxFromBirth

DoomedxFromBirth

Waste of Agony
Jun 1, 2019
139
Exhausted
 
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LifeIsNotFun

LifeIsNotFun

Mage
Jun 1, 2019
530
Hopeless.
 
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Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
815
Panic
 
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KnightBlade

KnightBlade

Waiting for the last tear to fall...
May 23, 2019
126
Exhausted
 
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Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
suicidal
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
Betrayed
 
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