Eden2k
Experienced
- Nov 20, 2018
- 228
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therhydler
Enlightened
- Dec 7, 2018
- 1,196
Eden2k
Experienced
- Nov 20, 2018
- 228
Had more but threw it down the toilet. This came last week.
Having it ready and with me is somewhat comforting. I need to contact hotel tomorrow to change date of booking. Shouldn't be a problem. The amount I paid for hotel, they better.
Eden2k
Experienced
- Nov 20, 2018
- 228
Why the fuck can I not stop smiling just looking at it? It's like I'm holding a new born baby in my hands, just in awe and mesmerised.
Deleted member 4288
So much pain...
- Dec 3, 2018
- 82
Good friends are hard to find and they stay with you till the end ;) hello thereWhen I get my morphine I can imagine kissing and hugging the bottle. LOL
Eden2k
Experienced
- Nov 20, 2018
- 228
My "best friend" says hi right back.
Eden2k
Experienced
- Nov 20, 2018
- 228
Love it, kiss it, stroke it lol
RememberWhatUCameFor
dont cry for me im already dead
- Nov 20, 2018
- 590
expected a penis picture
still not disappointed though
Eden2k
Experienced
- Nov 20, 2018
- 228
Deivis
Seul contre tous
- Jul 23, 2018
- 235
"Yo man! Want some dope? Blow? Some ice? Pills? Uppers, downers? SN? I've got em all, white boy!"
Eden2k
Experienced
- Nov 20, 2018
- 228
My little friend says "hello"
TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
- 7,355
Hey NaNO2 :) Anyways, well done on procuring your method and hope you succeed in finding peace soon!
Xaphous
hikikomori
- Nov 11, 2018
- 550
It's what you took last time right, how will you make sure no noise is made and you are not found this time
Eden2k
Experienced
- Nov 20, 2018
- 228
I have the other meds to take now i.e antiemetic and anti acid. I didn't have these before, so this should help. And I will not get off the bed this time. so know chance of stumbling around, making noise, knocking things over. Not too bothered about vomiting (hoping this doesn't happen again) I'll have a bin next to the bed just in case. Happy daysLast edited:
Thoughtforms
Experienced
- Nov 1, 2018
- 220
How are you feeling Eden knowing you're going to go through with that again? I would be so scared.
Eden2k
Experienced
- Nov 20, 2018
- 228
Now that the elation has passed from earlier, I'm quite sad to be honest. Just tearing up right now as I'm typing this. But it needs to be done. I'm not scared because I know where I went wrong last time. Just want to be with my son. I'm so over everyone and everything.
Thoughtforms
Experienced
- Nov 1, 2018
- 220
So sorry to hear that. We are here for you every step... 24/7 whenever you need us. You're not doing this alone. We are supporting you with whatever you choose.
You have been through so much already.
I'm sure your son wants to be with you too xx
Severen
Enlightened
- Jun 30, 2018
- 1,819
Your cats going to find a nice home after you leave this Earth?
