Saw SN autopsy, scared me

[need2exit]

I was trying to find dsl, but i came across an autopsy report, it looked so horrific, how can this be painless? The less you know the better i suppose...

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

It's hypoxia, like CO or inert gas. I would imagine there's discomfort unless your helper drugs (benzos etc.) are really good.

 

[need2exit]

It's hypoxia, like CO or inert gas. I would imagine there's discomfort unless your helper drugs (benzos etc.) are really good.

I see, i guess its more so the fact that people would have to see me like that, i think i lost touch with the reality of all this whoops i forgot death isnt pretty haha

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I see, i guess its more so the fact that people would have to see me like that, i think i lost touch with the reality of all this whoops i forgot death isnt pretty haha

The body turned blue?

 

[fedup1982]

The body turned blue?

You start turning blue quite a way before the fatal dose if I'm correct

 

[need2exit]

The body turned blue?

pus at the mouth, cystic pods of growth everywhere around the organs, the bruising... i dont want to de-ter anyone, suicide in general is grewsome, i want to donate my organs, so i guess this isnt the method for me

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

donate my organs

That's gonna be difficult.

 

[need2exit]

pus at the mouth, cystic pods of growth everywhere around the organs, the bruising... i dont want to de-ter anyone, suicide in general is grewsome, i want to donate my organs, so i guess this isnt the method for me

Its also the fact that it was a person, a real person that died, they had a life, family, maybe pets, its horrifying, they had no consent for their photos to be online anyways either, its sad to think about all around

 

[SadCryingBunny]

It's hypoxia, like CO or inert gas. I would imagine there's discomfort unless your helper drugs (benzos etc.) are really good.

Are you saying inert gas nitrogen is uncomfortable when dying?

 

[coffeeandcats]

Idk why it disturbs me the most that everyone online refers to your blood turning chocolate brown

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Are you saying inert gas nitrogen is uncomfortable when dying?

From what I've read, it's not perfect.

 

[SadCryingBunny]

From what I've read, it's not perfect.

Fuck it's my only option. Please answer, how is it not perfect? The process of dying after losing conscious? And where have you read this? I've struggled with passing out and solved it by taking sleeping pills and gas activating with a timer. So I'll be ctb soon this way.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Fuck it's my only option. Please answer, how is it not perfect? The process of dying after losing conscious? And where have you read this? I've struggled with passing out and solved it by taking sleeping pills and gas activating with a timer. So I'll be ctb soon this way.

I've read that there can be some panic and air hunger. But I'm no expert on this. It does seem like one of the better methods. Recommended by euthanasia advocates like Derek Humphrey (Final Exit).

 

[SoLowHollow48]

It's death. It's always gruesome. Suicide or not. Of old age or of accident. You will look like that when you die. Hours after it. Days after it.

You will look absolutely not-human. Just a carcass. That's just science.

I don't know how I could lessen your concern. You'll always look bad on the damn table. Pale. Blue. With or without wounds. Smelly. Cold. Ugly.

I will be that thing you cut open and I cannot be afraid because that is a choice I've made.

 

[thehorizons]

I'm not using this method. I literally can't. I have post-acute withdrawal syndrome. This means I can't use benzos to calm my SI or an anti-emetic to prevent vomitting. They would wreak havoc on my nervous system.

Yes, it is a painful and gruesome way to die. If I could use benzos or an anti-emetic, I would use this method.