Sad one today

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took my mum to the graveyard today for her to lay flowers , she has lost all 3 sisters and only has a brother left she's mid 70s , her youngest sister was only 58 ten years ago, her ashes are buried in the graveyard and her mum my nan is buried too, it was horrible to hear her say still to this today she was only so young, it was a heart attack that took her, a tear crept into my eye as i thought about my own demise, like i say I've tinnitus and its wrecked me, seen a few other posters on here recently with same condition, in the new year i have one trick to try to get rid, if it doesent i cant go on simple as i told my mum today that i wanted to be cremated and scattered anywhere, i dont have a favourite location and certainly dont want my ashes to buried in a graveyard !!!

 

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Going to the graveyard is so difficult I am sorry
I went through a similar situation with my grandmother she became very ill and couldn't see her remaining siblings before she died. She told me she wanted to see her sister that lives about 2 hours away one last time but never got to. Then they both died around the same time. Haven't been to the graveyard for a couple of years I just can't. Keep remembering the last time I see her face.