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ryla2090

Student
Feb 22, 2020
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I've cut off contact with most of the folks that I know, but some of them are STILL attempting to contact me. I've gotta accelerate my plan, so my plan is to CTB by tonight.
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
Could you maybe "buy some time", by replying and saying something like : "everything is fine, just need a bit of space at the moment, speak soon" ?

That way you won't need to rush your decision....
 
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randomz

Specialist
Nov 4, 2019
395
Why are you thinkin about suicide? Have you exhausted all other options to feel better about life? Don''t rush into such an important decision please. If you want to talk aabout your problems, we are always here and will listen and understand.
 
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ryla2090

Student
Feb 22, 2020
101
Why are you thinkin about suicide? Have you exhausted all other options to feel better about life? Don''t rush into such an important decision please. If you want to talk aabout your problems, we are always here and will listen and understand.
This isn't on impulse, I've thought about this for couple of months now, and I've posted some threads on the past about it. Thanks for the helpful response though.
 
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satoporu

Student
Jan 24, 2020
126
Could you maybe "buy some time", by replying and saying something like : "everything is fine, just need a bit of space at the moment, speak soon" ?

That way you won't need to rush your decision....

i agree. pretend you're fine. so they'll leave you alone. what's your method, btw?
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
Yes, just tell them you need some head space "I'm fine, just need to breathe a bit" said it so many times myself to friends
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ryla2090

Student
Feb 22, 2020
101
i agree. pretend you're fine. so they'll leave you alone. what's your method, btw?
I've successfully fended off people who came looking for me, so I have a day or 2 now, but I'll have to be quick, like REAL quick. Planned method is partial hanging, overdose on painkillers(tylenol), and SN, but that may be hard.
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
As noted earlier, oding on tylenol is a very bad way out. As in months of pain from organ damage. Don't do that to yourself, ok?
 
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ryla2090

Student
Feb 22, 2020
101
As noted earlier, oding on tylenol is a very bad way out. As in months of pain from organ damage. Don't do that to yourself, ok?
Yeah, I've abandoned the tylenol plan. Instead i'll go by either jumping(sufficently high enough bridges) or partial hanging, SN, if I can get them.
 
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