Venting Ruined Saturday, anyone?

[lunargreenx]

You ever get annoyed by depression?

I work 6 days a week. Saturday is my only day off. I really wanted to read some of my books today. But no, I had to get depression today...

Don't get me wrong - I am unhappy all week. But it seems today my mind is in exceptional mood for suicide. I've been lying in bed for four of the six hours I am awake (it came in the afternoon), looking at walls and phone, unable to do anything.

I am considering bringing some sad shit with me like Joan Didion or Sylvia Plath and take a bath, but I am unable to move.

What about your Saturday?

 

[poisonedminds]

well hello. i didn't sleep all night (it's 11 now), just eating disgusting food all night. i'm exhausted and don't know what to do with my life now.
i'm going to try to at least take a lil walk. wish you the best

 

[luten]

well, yes. bad too, bad .

Ran out of soy milk, so I had to choose between going out, or having to drink water for the rest of the weekend.

 

[Celerity]

Yes, I look forward to the weekends because my job is boring, but then when I get here, I can only think about how alone I am and how nothing every brings relief.

 

[Hurt]

I guess this is my worst Saturday of the year. I dont want to do anything. Alone and tired of life.

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[WornOutLife]

Sorry your Saturday is not going that good! :(

I'm overworking but only from Monday to Friday.

I've just woken up! I'll just study japanese, visit different websites and then drink lots of booze while listening to music!!

I love Sats! Finally PEACE!!!!!!!

 

[FuneralCry]

Honestly every day is the same, I just don't enjoy living. Life is the most pointless thing ever. It's pretty warm where I live today which makes me feel worse. Anhedonia can be tiring. I just spend most of my time with my own thoughts.

 

[SweetDreams500]

it's horrible
i'm being tormented by my narcissism again.

 

[Bedrock48]

Yup, Saturdays sucked. Considering getting drunk in hopes the day will go a little faster

 

[lunargreenx]

Sorry your Saturday is not going that good! :(

I'm overworking but only from Monday to Friday.

I've just woken up! I'll just study japanese, visit different websites and then drink lots of booze while listening to music!!

I love Sats! Finally PEACE!!!!!!!

Sounds like an awesome plan! If alcohol wouldn't make you gain weight, I would be drunk 24/7.

 

[BottomlessPit]

Don't get me wrong - I am unhappy all week. But it seems today my mind is in exceptional mood for suicide.

Same. My suicidality is through the roof today, holy fuck. This instense yearning for death.. I am frustrated by the smallest things, I just want all the bullshit to end. But of course, it's not the right time yet...

 

[Bullit]

Same. My suicidality is through the roof today, holy fuck. This instense yearning for death.. I am frustrated by the smallest things, I just want all the bullshit to end. But of course, it's not the right time yet...

Why is it not the right time?

 

[BottomlessPit]

Why is it not the right time?

My method is not 100% ready. It could still work but I want the odds of it being successful to be near perfect. Plus my current circumstances are not ideal.