Hey everyone,
I was here a few months ago with a plan. I had everything set—my SN purchased, the details sorted—but fear held me back. I was terrified someone might find me. That fear doesn't exist anymore. Now, everything is ready. The three glasses are lined up, the medication is taken, and soft music plays in the background.
Today, I spent time saying goodbye to the people I love. Of course, none of them knew it was a goodbye, but in my own quiet way, I made peace. I did one final good deed, too—helped an elderly woman load her groceries into her car. It felt right. My note is written.
This is it. Over the last six months, I've visited this website often—reading, listening, and thinking. This is not an impulsive decision that I'm making.. This is something that I've been deciding very deeply over the past 6 months and I'm finally doing it.
To all of you: I wish you peace in whatever ending you choose. I'm grateful that, in the end, I get to leave on my own terms… and in peace.
-T
I was here a few months ago with a plan. I had everything set—my SN purchased, the details sorted—but fear held me back. I was terrified someone might find me. That fear doesn't exist anymore. Now, everything is ready. The three glasses are lined up, the medication is taken, and soft music plays in the background.
Today, I spent time saying goodbye to the people I love. Of course, none of them knew it was a goodbye, but in my own quiet way, I made peace. I did one final good deed, too—helped an elderly woman load her groceries into her car. It felt right. My note is written.
This is it. Over the last six months, I've visited this website often—reading, listening, and thinking. This is not an impulsive decision that I'm making.. This is something that I've been deciding very deeply over the past 6 months and I'm finally doing it.
To all of you: I wish you peace in whatever ending you choose. I'm grateful that, in the end, I get to leave on my own terms… and in peace.
-T
