Ribbon

[Thin Chew]

In Malaysia there's a 15 years old girl used a ribbon to suicide. She hang the rope around the window bar and hang herself using the ribbon. I'm feeling embarrassing. I tried the same way she did. I failed. The survival instinct just stopped me everytime I started to feel suffocating. She's a 15 years old girl and did it in 1st try. I tried twice but failed. She's 15 and I'm 17. It's so embarrassing a girl actually did it but I can't. I'm still trying to. Finding ways hanging to let me lost consciousness quick. Anyone help? Please...

I'm still wondering why she doesn't feel those suffocation like me. Didn't the survival instinct helped her?

 

[GeorgeJL]

It's genetics.

 

[Thin Chew]

It's genetics.

What do you mean by genetics

 

[Santiago]

Didn't know committing suicide became a competition on who's first?

Perhaps she was in a way darker place than you.

 

[GeorgeJL]

What do you mean by genetics

Because genetics determines how you experience different things. Just how some people have higher IQs, or hold their breath longer, or can jump higher, so do survival instinct is higher in some people.

 

[ShadowOfTheDay]

Some girls are stronger than some boys. Sorry, but that's how the world works.

 

[voool]

It's okay @Thin Chew

 

[Thin Chew]

Didn't know committing suicide became a competition on who's first?

Perhaps she was in a way darker place than you.

This isn't competition. I commit suicide not because of her. It's because of my own problem. Plus, my fking broken family's problem
It's just embarrassing. She done it in first try

 

[Santiago]

This isn't competition. I commit suicide not because of her. It's because of my own problem. Plus, my fking broken family's problem
It's just embarrassing. She done it in first try

Well it isn't emberrassing. Once again, it isn't a competition on how many tries you need.