Help Revising Method, need help

[bornden1]

Right now I can't seem to find a good method. So my Solution has been turning to the lit charcoal + enclosed space method.


The current plan seems simple enough, I live in a house full of people so:

Wait for everyone to fall asleep, maybe around 3 am -> light charcoal in backyard, hope not caught for 30 minutes -> take charcoal that's lit -> go to car -> put charcoal in the passenger seat -> take melatonin -> the carbon dioxide should could and it should be mostly painless.

There are just several questions I have, such as, does this car risk getting caught on fire, would this work, is there a better way to go about this?

Another issue I'm having is an admitted coward, I don't know if I even have the courage to sit outside for 30 minutes in the dark outside waiting for the charcoal to light. On the other side, I have tried to make an attempt before, but, I got caught by my family that I don't get along with, and they thought I was trying to burn the house down. Obviously I wasn't, but, they installed an alarm so if I try to mess with the fire alarm in my room it will notify them. This does mean I am worried about getting caught again. And this is where I currently am so far on my plan. Any help or advice is appreciated.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

I think it sounds like there's a good chance that you may get caught before you can complete this.

My first thought is that it would be best if possible to wait until you have your own living situation. If that isn't possible, maybe find another method & get a hotel room where you can have some privacy.

 

[bornden1]

I think it sounds like there's a good chance that you may get caught before you can complete this.

My first thought is that it would be best if possible to wait until you have your own living situation. If that isn't possible, maybe find another method & get a hotel room where you can have some privacy.

hmm, I'll see what I can do on the hotel room. However I live with very controlling people, that's not going to be as easy as I assume it would be for most people. With that said, I am unsure of what other methods to look into at this point. I feel very tired and feel like I keep reading so much information just to end up in a circle. I don't think anything prepares you for just how complicated even trying to sort out a death plan is either.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

hmm, I'll see what I can do on the hotel room. However I live with very controlling people, that's not going to be as easy as I assume it would be for most people. With that said, I am unsure of what other methods to look into at this point. I feel very tired and feel like I keep reading so much information just to end up in a circle. I don't think anything prepares you for just how complicated even trying to sort out a death plan is either.

I understand. You've looked through the SRC for other viable options?

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[bornden1]

I'll continue to keep flipping through it and hope to find something good. This was where I originally found the carbon monoxide method and mapped out to sue the charcoal.

Taking a step back though, I think what might help first is, setting the people aside.

If I lit charcoal in a chimney starter, put it in my car in the passenger seat while I took melatonin, would it work? And/or would my car/myself risk getting set on fire or anything else, and how much damage would it do to my car? let's review what we have before adding anything new. And thank you for responding up to this point, it really does help.

 

[kompyany]

Melatonin doesn't work much. Maybe benzos would work better, or quetiapine.

 

[bornden1]

Does anyone else know about how the charcoal in the car would work? Or is there more information I need to provide before that can be answered?