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Umeboahi

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Aug 7, 2021
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I believe that I am possessed by the devil. I was tempted, and failed. It was about a relationship. It was gonna be perfect. She asked me if I wanted to go back with her, and suddenly I was afraid and said no. I hope that I can be reunited with her on Earth. Unfortunately, I need to kill myself first to atone for my sins. I do hope that time is not linear, for if so, I am doomed.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,616
I am sorry that you are suffering, it sounds like a horrible situation you are in. Personally I do not believe in religion at all. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Red Scare

Wizard
Mar 1, 2022
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The devil isn't real. You need psychiatric help. If you were not suffering these delusions, one wonders if you would even be suicidal? Give it a try, you might just save your life.
 
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Umeboahi

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Aug 7, 2021
44
I very much believe in Christianity. It has always been my guiding star.
And, I'm already locked up in a psychiatric unit. It's shit, and they don't understand.
 
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whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
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The devil isn't real. You need psychiatric help. If you were not suffering these delusions, one wonders if you would even be suicidal? Give it a try, you might just save your life.
Believing that socialism isn't a particularly tyrannical form of oligarchy is also a delusion. Please seek psychiatric help. Give it a try.
 
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Red Scare

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Mar 1, 2022
647
Believing that socialism isn't a particularly tyrannical form of oligarchy is also a delusion. Please seek psychiatric help. Give it a try.
But that's not what I believe, at all, and if you ever read anything about socialism you would know that it isn't a tyranical form of oligarchy by definition. So you're the only one that is delusional here, because I literally never wrote that I believe anything like that. I believe this is what psychologists call projection. What a weird thing to comment on, in a completely unrelated thread.
 

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